Who You?| Taekook| Completed

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The door slammed shut, taehyung's breath suffocated him from the inside.

Jungkook has finally left from his life.

He made him feel uncanny feelings like no one could

But why isn't he glad?

When it was the only thing he wanted if jungkook fell in love with him?

He clenched his shirt, suffocating from his breath and tried to take deep breaths.

He wanted this but then why isn't he happy?

He rushed to his bedroom and opened his drawer. With shaky hands he took minho's photo out and hugged it.

"I-i did it for you. I will n-never let anyone else l-love me" he repeated his words.

But if he didn't want anyone else to fall in love with him, then why he is the one falling for jungkook?

Or was he?

No he cannot! He loves minho, even if he is gone, he feels that he is with him.

The way they went to amusement every Sunday, kiss on the ferris wheel, have cotton candy then sleep till morning where minho would make breakfast for him.

But why were these all the things he did with jungkook?

"Tae?" The door creaked open to reveal his brother standing there.

Taehyung snapped his head towards seokjin, his teary eyes seeing the blurry vision of seokjin standing in front of him

He crawled towards him, sniffling his tears back.

"I-i only love minho, hyung" he stuttered out and sat in front of him, clutching the photo tightly in front of his chest.

Seokjin sighed before sitting in front of taehyung

"But he isn't here for you, Tae"

"He is! He is not here by body but his soul is always here for me!" Taehyung yelled

"If he is, then why do you needed every boy to fuck you, to let him see what you are doing after he's gone?" Seokjin knew he was being bitter and rude but it's for taehyung's own good.

"I wanted to take my mind away from minho! Don't you know how many nights I have cried?! Don't you know how fucking messed up I was when he died r-right in front of my eyes?!" Taehyung stuttered out, his cries open for seokjin's ears.

"I know! I know! I was the one there for you to tuck you inside your blanket when you would cry yourself to sleep! I was the one who gathered you up when you were so messed up! Didn't you realize that what I would want for you would be a better life?! That's why I texted jungkook from your phone! I knew, I knew that you two had the same thinking but if you would have worked over it then it could have turned into something beautiful, but you were being insistent when the guy wanted nothing but a little love from you! Seriously, what was his fault?! That he fell in love with you?! Or that he should have known that you are still stuck over someone who is dead?!" Seokjin yelled. All the frustration from these past years and all these worries he had for his brother finally came out.

"And I for sure know that you didn't even tell him why you don't want to have any relationship. I know you don't trust him when the boy clearly told you every fucking single thing about himself just because he wanted you to open up to him so he could get to know you more but being the cold and rude ass you were, you pushed him away, you never trusted him, you never gave him a chance, you always hurted his feelings, you kept stabbing his heart and being the foolish lover he was he kept coming back to you and you let him enter your life and why? Because "he has a good dick and fucks me well" right?" Seokjin frowned

He sighed before keeping his hand over the other's shoulder

"I know, it's not so easy for you to forget minho, but is it easy for you to take jungkook away from your life? People who are gone should be a piece of your memory taehyung, not a piece of you. You didn't even try to move on from minho and then you say that it was jungkook's fault. If you didn't even try to forget him then how you could have? Only if you would have realized this early, jungkook would have never gone away from your life. You lost what made you, you but now you even lost what was the only thing holding you together and that was jungkook. Do you still think that you don't love him? After all you've done for him? After all he has done for you? The way he looks at you and don't even lie to me about the way you look at him and smile at him. Why didn't you do all this with your other fucks, why only him? It's obvious, you love him" seokjin said and calming down taehyung

But the other wasn't ready to listen as he pushed seokjin away and weeped

"You don't know how I feel! Because obviously you haven't felt how it is to lose someone you love! No one can understand me! Only minho can!" Taehyung cried before running out of the house, already running upto the graveyard.

The photo of minho slipping away from his hands.