hey
i talked to someone
the suicide life line
they are on my speed dial
if the members found out
they would break
espically seonghwa and hongjoong
hongjoong, my 'dad'
seonghwa, my 'mom'
and my five loving brothers
my family
my everything
but i don't deserve them
they deserve so much better than me
if they find my journal
i'm fucking screwed
god
i need a smoke
but the paparazzi are outside
they're out there because of NCT
we're doing an interveiw with them
not all twenty-one of them
only johnny and doyoung
they recently came out of the closet with there relationship
they're disgustingly cute
anyway
i have to go
- San
YOU ARE READING
hey
Fanfictionsan is in a really dark place. he writes seven letters one for each member. you'll see those at the end though. for now we'll just see his diary entries. // short chapters// lowercase intended// formerly known as r.e.v.i.r.d.e.r.//
