100 sheets 100 days || KIMJIWON

|| 5.1 ||

Day 97
I woke up n sat on my bed, I stared at his hoodies for some minutes, I yawned, I went to the chair n picked his purple hoodie, I sniffed it n started tearing up, I threw his hoodie away n sat on my bed, I buried my head on my hands n tears rolled down my cheeks, "I'm sorry Bobby" I mumbled n cried, I got up n ate breakfast, I usually eat breakfast at the store but I woke up early, so I got ready n tied my hair into a ponytail n walked to the store.
It was finally midnight, my heart started beating, Bobby will come now, what should I do? I sighed n put my head on the desk, "y/n..." I heard his voice, I looked up n opened my eyes widely, I saw his face all beaten up, "wtf happened to u!" I yelled, he gulped n shook his head, he puts a bunch of flowers on the desk, "here" he said with a wide smile, "Bobby what happened to u?" I said, he kept giggling n I could see his Adam's apple moving, I gulped n kept looking at him, "nothing happened forget about that" he said, I took a package of ice n put it on his eye, he groaned, "did u fight with ur brother?" I asked, "no no he is gone now" said Bobby, "where?" I said, "America he lives there with his wife" he said, I nodded, "anyways come" he said, he held my wrist n we went outside, I closed the store, we kept walking I was behind him looking at his back, my heart couldn't stop beating for a second, he turned around n smiled, he held my hand n locked his fingers between mine, I didn't want to say nothing or leave his hand he was already not in the mood.

Day 98
I closed the store n saw Bobby standing right beside his car, "here u go" he said n handed me a red hoodie, "u already given me 4" I said, "it's not enough isn't it?" He said, "ur hoodies r enough but- anyways" I said n walked, "wait for me y/n" he said n I turned around, he was standing still n looking at me, "wait for me..." He said, it felt so deep my heart couldn't stop pounding, "even if we fight plz don't ever leave me" he said, these words from Bobby's mouth was really rare for me, I put my bag down n the hoodie, I walked to him n wrapped my arms around his neck, "don't worry" I said, he wrapped his arms around my ribs n hugged me tightly, I stood on my toes to hug him, he bent down so I could stand without being uncomfortable.

Day 99
I quit my job so I didn't go today I was home, it was midnight so I got out n saw Bobby standing infront of the store, I ran to him, "Bobby" I said, he looked at me, "u took a holiday?" He asked, "oh ya for a week becuz I'm tired" I said, "ur not tired..." He mumbled, "anyways do u want to come?" I said, he shook his head, "then I'll be heading back to home" he said, "Bobby" I said politely n gulped, "we have tomorrow left" I said, "I know" he said n smiled, he looked pretty happy being free, he came to me n hugged me so tight, my heart pounded, "why r u nervous everytime I approach u" he said, "becuz I guess I've always hugged u" I said, "but I do too" he mumbled, "very often" I said, he gulped n I could hear it, he pushed me against the car gently n grabbed my chin, he got close n smashed his lips onto mine, I closed my eyes n tears rolled down my cheek, I gulped, he broke the kiss n kept staring into my eyes, I looked at him for the first time I looked at him straight in the eyes, I started tearing up more, "these tears r annoying...they won't let me see u" I mumbled, he kissed my forehead n grabbed my neck, he put my head on his chest n he laid his head on mine, he hugged me n we stayed there for a good amount of time.

Day 100
My tears fell as I was packing my clothes, I check the time, I couldn't stop getting flashbacks of his words, I opened my diary I kept turning pages.
Day 6
"what about ur first impression of me?" I said, "I'll tell u in 94 days" he said, "wtf?" I said and smiled, "seriously" he said, "what if I wasn't alive?" I said, "don't freaking say that" he said, "well who knows maybe u won't be alive" I said, "I will be alive till 94 days I promise" he said, I giggled, "ok what about about the next 6 days?" I said, "not 6 days about the next day I'll think to end my life" he said and giggled.

What if he really tries to suicide? No he won't probably becuz now he has his parents...

Day 7
"I think I finally found my soulmate" he said, "pfft" I said n giggled.

A soulmate is more than a best friend who really understands u, but he never understood my love for him...idk what to do

Day 8
"I'll come 11:11 from now on" he said, "till?" I said, "till 92 days" he said, I giggled, "unbelievable" I said.

What if I'm his 11:11 wish...ah for fuck sakes 11:11 is just fake, he faked everything to win my heart then broke it so easily.

Day 19
"I think I'm happy with u" he said, "I thought this was only- but I think I'm started to get addicted to u" he said, "Bobby why r u so crazy ur always talking about things I have no idea of" I said, "ur right...u don't have any idea but u will know in 81 days" he said.

He was faking it. But Bobby isn't so good at those words...if he would fake it then it will show clearly he is...no I'm stupid, I shouldn't trust him, he is a player, I closed my diary n threw it away, I wrapped my arms around my knees, I sighed.

Goodbye my love.