100 sheets 100 days || KIMJIWON

|| 4.5 ||

I closed the store n saw Bobby standing infront of his car, I went to him, "hello" I said with a smile, "did u meet dk today?" He said aggressively, "yes I did why?" I said sarcastically, he held my collar, "why!?" He yelled, "why is it any of ur concern" I said, he pushed me away n hit the car, "Bobby r u freaking nuts?" I said, "what do u want from me tell me except for this dumb 100 days we spent" I said, "nothing? I know becuz u just wanted me for ur own happiness" I said, he turned around n choked me, "don't say that word again!" He yelled, "ur always telling me I did everything for my own happiness!" He yelled, "did u fucking ask me what i feel for u! How I feel when I'm with u!" He yelled, I breathed heavily, he pushed me away n got in his car, he drove away, I sat on my knees on the middle of the street n hurried my face in my hands, he really is driving me nuts.

Day 94
I closed the store n waited outside for Bobby to arrive but he didn't appear, I went home n saw him infront of my building, "were u waiting?" He said, I ignored n walked past him but he held my wrist so tightly, he clenched it tightly, "leave" I said, "do u love dk?" He said, "hah...ur still asking? U should have known all this time- u know what fuck it" I said, "u told me 100 days Bobby how am I suppose to ask u how do u feel with me or what do u feel towards me huh!? U told me u will leave after 100 days what do u want me to say if it would be anyone in my place for example u! I'll tell u I'll leave after 100 days wont u think it's fucking fak-" he cut me off by kissing me, he kept kissing me passionately, I was standing still on my spot, he broke the kiss after a good 25 mins, "come on go" he said n immediately drove away,I cleared my throat n walked to my apartment, my heart couldn't stop beating.

Day 95
I closed the store n I saw Bobby standing, I ignored him but he ran n came right infront of me so quickly, he stood infront of me n looked huge, he opened his arms n hugged me, I felt warm being inside his jacket, I broke the hug n looked at him, "y/n I'm sorry whatever I said that day but I just want u to know that-" I cut him off, "it's ok Bobby" I said, "no worries" i said n trying my best not to tear up, he won't be outside the store standing or smiling or...waving, I'll be alone, "y/n listen to me" he said, "Bobby I'll go home now..." I said n sighed, I went home immediately n closed my door, I sat behind the door n crawled up, I burry my face on my arms, I let out a big sigh looking at the four walls of my apartment, it felt so depressing, I wanted to be with Bobby, he still doesn't know I love him...how doesn't he? He always lightens up my mood, before him I lived a boring life after him it will be a motherfucking depressed life, I can't believe I'm crawled up in the corner tearing up just becuz I love a guy who doesn't love me back, he is just using me.

Day 96
I closed the store n went outside, he handed me a shopping bag, "what's this?" I said, "it's just a pair of my hoodies even tho I wore it but I want u to keep my stuff as memories" he said n my heart skipped a beat, the bag fell from my hand, I started tearing up, I ran into his arms, he picked me up n kept cuddling, Bobby how can I be able to live without u? "Bobby" I said, "yes?" He said, "did u talk to ur parents" I asked, "they r at my house now" he said, "so u left them n came here" I said, "ya it's ok" he said, "cuz 4 days left so I guess we have to start saying goodbye to each other now" he said, I started tearing up more, "y/n what's wrong?" He asked n I went away, he came behind me n hugged me, "we look like best friends Bobby n I have spent the most fun time with u in my life how do u expect me to say goodbye just like that" I said, "strangers came n go" he said, "but they make memories for us sometimes...u were not a stranger for me u were my favourite customer, I can't even forget the first days n idk how it's easy for u to just say goodbye" I said, "I almost forgot that u don't even consider me any part of ur life" I said, "I consider u as a big part of my life y/n" he said, "hah" I smirked n broke the hug, "y/n I couldn't come n tell u nothing becuz I thought u didn't like me" He said, "how can u be so blind Bobby" I said n gulped, "I wasn't blind y/n...u were quiet...u were quiet from the beginning until now!" He yelled, "ok don't yell now plz piss off" o said n went to my apartment.