I hate my heart sometimes and how it overthinks.
I hate my heart sometimes and the way it beats.
I hate my heart sometimes and the questions it brings.
I hate my heart sometimes and right now this hate runs deep.
I have to be careful here.
Just one step wrong and I'll fall.
I have to be cautious here.
Just one misstep and I'm gone.
I crave the sting of pain it gives me.
The sensation brings me bliss.
This is dangerous, despite your words.
My heart wants more then these late night trips.
I'm so hesitant for this very reason.
So cautious despite my needs.
On one hand i crave your touch again,
On the other I ache for more than..
This.
I have to be careful.
I must guard my heart.
If it's just to be this,
Then I must cage it up.
YOU ARE READING
midday thoughts
Poetrya collection of poems from 12pm just after i have lunch or not. 'once a failure, always a failure' 'tomorrow was always a dream'
