I thought you were the one I could always count on.
I thought wrong.
I was under the impression that if I fell down you would pick me up.
I fell and you laughed.
Whenever you were down, I'd bend backwards just so you'd feel better.
I thought you were the one I could count on when shit hit the fan.
But you were the one who caused the shit to fly high.
I remember when we first became close, I was like damn I didn't think I'd be this happy.
But now I realise I had a right to be weary.
I look back and the memories of all our good times flash in my mind and I'm stuck here thinking what happened?
I try so hard to make everyone happy but no one cares if I'm even okay.
You didn't even care if I was okay.
I thought I knew you.
I didn't think you'd do these things to me.
But you did.
I really do hope you're happy.
Because I'm not.
YOU ARE READING
midday thoughts
Poetrya collection of poems from 12pm just after i have lunch or not. 'once a failure, always a failure' 'tomorrow was always a dream'
