BILLIONAIRE'S BRIDE || Slow Editing

17:Don't Hurt me

*AIDEN'S POV*

" I already thought it through I want to Die... " She said pointing the Knife Directly at her Abdomen.
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"Gold Please stop, drop the knife down... " I pleaded.
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"No... I won't I'm tired, I can't remember you I keep hurting everyone around me, I don't want to hurt anyone I don't want to hurt you and if I die no one will ever be hurt again.. " I slowly made my way to her.
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"And how do you know that??, won't you hurt Joan when she finds out, won't you hurt Jayden, what about you trying to be a Doctor, won't you prove Your Dad wrong that he didn't drag you down, what about people that care about you, what about me Gold, you think if you die everyone will will be Happy.... " She slowly withdrew the knife from going through her abdomen, she's finally listening to me.
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"Yes, I know I don't remember you but Joan says I keep Hurting you and she would be happy, if I'm not here to Hurt you again, and you would be happy too,.... " She said
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"You think I'm happy you are ignoring me, you wouldn't talk to me for three weeks, I never see you anymore, I missed you and no matter how far I try to get away from you, you are all I think about so if you die what difference will that do, it will not still change the way I feel about you, I almost died because I thought you were gone but look at you now breathing, if you die how would that make me Feel, it's Bad you don't remember me and you are ignoring me but now you want to kill yourself, you don't have to remember me, I can't get you to remember me but Please Gold Don't Die... Cause you won't die alone I promise you..... " I Said as I heard a loud Bang, my Eyes Darted to the Knife she Dropped on the Kitchen Floor she looked tired and weak she's lost a lot of blood.
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"I'm Sorry.... " She said loosing balance as her eyes were heavy and her Legs couldn't carry her weight any longer as she Lumped forward as I raced to Catch her as she Fell in my Arms, this is the closest we've been close since she's lost her Memory.
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"You Caught Me.. " She said faintly as her eyes were already heavy as she started coughing, she was still bleeding as swept her off her feet and carried her in my arms bridal style racing to the Bathroom and Dropped her on the Floor, I went back to the kitchen to get some Band-Aids as I checked the kitchen Cupboard to see the First Aid Box we kept for only emergency like this.
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I raced Back to the Bathroom to see Gold Resting her head at the Edge of the Bathtub as she Stole Several glances of me as I made my way to her .
I took her by the Hand to inspect the cut, it was Deep and Dried up with Crumbs of her Blood as I pull her hand to the Bathtub.
I open the tap as The Cold water rinse slowly the black pitches of her dried blood until her hand was clean, leaving the Deep cut.
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It wasn't that deep of a cut to sew Together as I pulled out Methylated spirit and balls of Cotton as I dabble the Cotton against the Methylated spirit as I brushed her Hand with it, she withdrew immediately as she hissed in pain.
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She moved back a little.
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I Dropped the Cotton making my way to her, I took out her hand and leaned closer and I'm surprised she hasn't slapped the Hell out of me yet.
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She Tilts her head upwards to Look me in my eyes, her eyes were still white and tired as she immediately looked away like she was nervous.
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"It Hurts.. " She said faintly as I put her hand down and pull Strands of her hair back as again she gathers courage to look me in the Eye as she leaned closer and out eyes locked, my eyes quickly Darted to her lips and back to her eyes she breath Softly against me.
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"Do you want me to call Joan so she can do it, maybe you'll be more comfortable.... " I said as she shook her head.
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"No, I've already lost a lot of Blood, I might Die before she gets here, please do it... "
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"Are you comfortable with that... " I said softly as her eyes softened and she looks away as she still breathe Softly against me.
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"Yes... I'll bear the pain... " She said we were still locked in our position as I convinced my body to Withdraw from my position as I went back to the Cotton and took out her Hand and shot her a Smile.
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"Aiden... " She Called as she intertwined her fingers with mine.
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"Don't Hurt Me... " She said Sincerely, like she's starting to trust me, we both know she's not talking about the injury as I nod and she Shot me A Faint smile for the first time in Forever.
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I Resumed to Applying the Spirit as she tried to bear the pain, I soon wrapped her hand with the Band Aid and slowly plastered it.
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After Helping her with Her Cut, I left her to Change out of her bloody uniform as she Took a Shower and I went to wash my Hands and I received a text from Joan.