DEMON
Time was going by painfully slow as demon paced around her room.
Jah left to go do some things earlier and to demon it seemed like he was always busy nowadays.
And diamond seemed like she dropped of the face of earth
No cap demon missed her and even cried over not seeing her in a break down she had the other day.
Demon stayed in mostly because she was still iffy about that weird kid person thing they saw in the store.
She swore it was cassidy's weirdo friend
For now on she carry a pocket knife and pepper spray for safety
She was continplating on a gun but she didn't want to get caught up.
She was also conflicted because the girl still hadn't texted her and so demon was nervous she had never actually had a person text her that wasn't jah or even rarely diamond or maybe stokely.
So she paced around her room as 'awkward ' by tyler the creator played in the back ground
She suddenly started looking through her things for something
She then pulled out a beaten up old blue journal and smiled
'Blue'
It was something she used to use on the daily.
because she was never the type of person to rant out loud because she preferred to write down her frustrations in quite.
She flipped through some pages reading some of her old passages.
Hey blue,
I'm alone again today haha
I'm so lonely sometimes it scares me.
But fuck people right who needs them anyways I'll die alone sad...
I guess
She wrote this a few months before she met jah
Back when the though of offing her self sounded like a nursery ryhme
She opened up and new page a got a pen
Heyy
I haven't wrote in you in awhile
And fuck this is weird because the last time I did I had an entirely diffrent minds set...
Scratch that a mildly different mind set.
I actually talked to some girl at the park last week to get a friend you know?
and I got her number she never texted or called though so yeah.
Oh!
Met a boy named jahseh and he took my virginty and my heart he's my boyfriend hehe :) .
He seems a little distant now but that's okay :\
Diamond got pregnant and dipped haven't heard from her in awhile haha
It hurts
But we'll get through it.
Its like I'm happy but I don't feel complete like I need something to be there for me i-
She stopped writing as a tear made its way down her cheek.
She wiped it away
Fucking Pathetic
