It the next day .
I just wanted to be alone and do nothing today .
I just need time to thing and foucus on myself for the day ya know?
Dimond was also here but in her room on the phone with trippe giggleing and sound kinda dumb.
That not my buisnes though .
Im in my room in pajamas just stairing outside lowkey stalking anyone who walks past this residence .
After i got caught after the 50th time me watching people i wanted to do something that had to do with art .
I had no inspiration though and got frustrated and left the art idea .
The thing is it sucks not having freinds because then your bored and nothing is interesting.
But thats just me period .
I took off the horns to massage the scar on my head .
I dont know why but doing that give me ideas .
I. Was doing that for awhile untill a idea came in mind .
Im going to church for the first time in my life .
I know to sounds weird but i just wanna know what its like
So i get ready and grab my skate board and dip.
Once i make it to the church i walk up to the opening .
Thinking i would walk in to alot of people .
I was wrong .
It was empty
I was kinda upset because i wanted to hear someone else talk for today .
I walked in and made my way up the rows chosing a random one i sat down alone .
It was weird by at the same time it was peaceful.
I laid down a the way and staired at the stain glass roof .
Damn it was nice here.
I decided this would be a nice getaway place to go to when i was bored .
After awhile i left the church feeling good .
And road my board around town just looking around .
I eventually stubled apon a empty skate park and went inside and started doing tricks .
I dont know why but started pretending that i was in the movie mid90s
" fuck shit that was dope" i said after doing some flipy shit.
But i stopped when i realised i looked dumb
And then i left the park and got off my board walking.
I looked at my phone and saw the date
October first.
Fuck
I tried to not think about it and put my phone away i decided i wanted to go home .
Thinking about everything on my way there .
Once i made it home i went upstairs and saw something in the mesh part of my backpack so i go over to see with it was.
My tape...
My mind goes to think how it got there .
I was sure it was gone and id lost it forever .
I didnt want to stress about it so i put it in a safe place and decided i wanted to just do nothing .
