¿lost in this world with no place where i wanna be?

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Demon was currently in class just thinking

She was over thinking about her future

And then she thought about her death

She thought about death do much when she got in depth. With her thoughts it made her heart feel heavy.

What happens when I die

How will I die ?

The more I think about it none of the ways to die seem 'relaxing".or 'peaceful' when you really think about it .

My thoughts trail some where else

As I think more about where I'm going to end up as I get older

Am I still going to know everyone I know now or are we gonna all become strangers

The more it think I realized

I'm lost in world with no place that I wanna be 😭

Damn.

That's tuff

I sigh and lay my head on my hand looking bored as I look around class

The bell rings and I dipped kinda happy to get out as I walk to art class

I have dis wit Jah💕

One thing I love about this class is that the teacher literally has no control

So you know shit is always popping of in that class

Even though I don't talk to people and I think they are annoying I still appreciate the show they put on acting fools .

Thanks for being dumb you no good dumb ass kids 🤗

I appreciate it 😍

Once I make it I see I'm the first to be there and quickly fake listen to music so the teacher won't try and have a awkward conversation with me.

With a blank face I go to my seat and read the instructions on the board clearing my confusion to with there was a canvas in front of me and all of the normal desks pushed back .

We where painting today

I liked painting

But only when. I'm in the mood to paint bc when I'm not in the mood I make mistakes and when that happens I get frustrated and quit .

Bc I'm that emotional bitch .

Then some boy walked up to me and was tryna holla

Nope

"Uhh yo breath smell like -"

"Gram cracker's " he says cutting me off his mouth moving weird

"No it smells like ten can of bounce that ass that's what it smells like" I say

"Bounce that ass?"

I die laughing as the boy just smiled at me thinking I was into him  .

Just then Jah walks in and sees the boy in his spot then walks over

"Hi Jah "I say cheesing real hard

He doesn't even say nothing he just hugged me swinging me in a circle then facing me away from the boy and squeezed my ass

I didn't know but he was giving that boy a

This ass right here is mine

Type of look

The boy puts his hands up

"Aye man say man I wasn't tryna get yo girl or nothing I just wanted to make a new friend "

Jah laughed

"Foreal?"

"No cap on God 🙌"

Jah bucks at the boy and he runs to the front of the room looking for a new seat

I slapped his chest

"Your mean"

He slapped my ass

"Good your mine"

My heart flew out of my chest 😭

And my buttcheek hurts😢

We sit down and hear what the teacher has to say before going to work

Today was

Freestyle painting

So I was going to paint ayleks bc she always has different hair and I wanted to do one of her stages

I wanted to paint her black ,red and yellow one bc why not

I did a cartoon version bc I thought if painting a different better idea

Jahs has been getting more and more clout and there's been a lot of hoes in his dms

Do I decided to paint him if he was an alien 👽

The hoes love how Jah looks now but what if he changed .they would back off his dick and I would still be here sitting on his lap like I'm spoused to 👅

So I made him have gray hair no eye brows and a few more tattoos

Cool

He looked over in confusion

"The fuck is that!!?!?!"

"It's you" I say looking back and forth between him and the painting

I kinda over exaggerated some of his features

Making his forehead bigger and his eyelashes almost as thick as fake ones

He really looked like a alien though

"Uh okay thanks?" He says

"Your welcome I say kissing his cheek"

I look forward to see what was stokley painting

It was a stick figures diamond with circles on her ass and titties on a albino rat with red dreads

And it had. Him in the corner as a stick figure with a big dick

It had words that said

I hope you catch rabies you stupid bitch that's why you look like a one dollar blow up doll

💀

I was dying

Jah looked over and started laughing to and then suddenly stopped laughing

"What if I really looked like that painting ?" He tilted his head a bit

"I would still be the same why? "

He nodded his head a bit

"Just asking ".

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Hey

I've been fucking busy lately

We only have three more months of school and I'm sad

I haven't even got to stuck no shopmores dick😭

I'm running out of time bro 😤😑

I'm playing

Kinda

Anyways

Happy late Valentine's day

I was sad that day so now I'm good

Hope you like the chapters
And that this update made your day .

Bye🤗

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