I woke up with a big ass headache .
Today is gonna be a day where i am not to be messed with .
I'm. Not. In. De. Mood.
Periodt no tampon .
The god news is that today is Friday and I'm goodish .
The bad part is today is the last day of September.
And then October will arrive and ill be pressed and moody all month.
I hate this shit ill be Turing 17 .
Tbh i don't wanna get old .
I want my boobs to stay where i can see them.
Anyways .
I get in the shower and then get ready for the day and whatnot .
I go down stairs and see diamond .
When i see her face i instantly feel guilty .
She had a black eye and a busted lip and alil bruise on different parts of her face .
Damn i did that.
I mean yea she deserved the ass whooping because what she said was fucked up but she's all i have .
No matter how much i try to forget that and no matter how bad she treats me i might beat her ass here and there but she has my whole heart .
Our friendship is bipolar and toxic but what can i say?
"Say sorry and we good" i tell her .
She looks up and then huffs .
"I'm sorry." She says
"Say it like you mean it."
"Oh my- I'm sorry that i said what i said to you i hope you can forgive me."
She then looked down .
"I forgive you I'm also sorry for your face."
Sorry not sorry
She gets up and pulls me into a hug and i hug her back.
When we pull away i give her a small smile.
And we leave together .
Times like that make me wonder .
I'm smaller and younger i don't even talk at all.
She taller and older and talks a lot .
But it always seems like I'm the one handling the situations like an adult .
Like a momma .
Ill beat your ass with no regrets and then tell you I'm sorry and that i love you.
Yep.
When we make it to school she walks off and i try to find stokely and jah .
I forgot to tell yall stokes got suspended but now he's back.
Once i walk and find them jah sees me but looks away in embarrassment .
Stokes just laughs .
When i make it to them and say.
"Hi stokes hi pepe. "
💀
I'm sorry i had to .
Jah just looks at me with a
BITCH if you don't STOP face.
Lol stay pressed .
