27.08.2014

37 5 0
                                    

27.08.2014

My love,

Yesterday I realized how awfully empty you are.

And it hurt me, because I couldn’t do anything. I couldn’t breathe or even live with the thought of witnessing such emptiness, your emptiness.

And I want to be the one to help you.

But the problem is, I don’t know what more to try. Because you won’t let me any near you, as much as I would like. And perhaps that is what is breaking us, because deep down we no longer long for each other, and with every twilight our heartbeats are weaker.

Maybe this is the right time to go back to being the waves and the ocean, because I feel that we are just like the sun and the moon... they never collide.

I deeply miss the warmness of your skin. I madly miss the taste of your lips on mine. But seeing you so empty... it also makes me strangely happy. Don’t worry, my prince, for I would never wish you any kind of pain. And when your lips only speak to me words of shallowness, then I realize that you actually, in the deepest parts of your being, you actually missed me. It only makes me believe that we are meant to fight together. Fight the world without a care. And, god, how much would I like to fight beside you

and not

against you.

Always yours and

with much Love,

Edilean.

************

Thank you for reading! I'm so sorry that it took a long time to update, it won’t happen again ... Anyway… My friend @andreiafca began writing a Calum Hood fanfiction, and it’s called "Countdown" So please go and check it out!

Love you!

Please comment, vote and share it all your beautiful friends

Edilean's Letters (ON HOLD)Where stories live. Discover now