~Jahsehs pov
Stokeley stood in front of me, tears streaming from his eyes but pretending like he isn't crying
I'm doing my best not to cry
I've given up hope though A few days ago I had hope, but the more I think about it the more it hurts
If he doesn't know why he wanted nick, it's probably because he wanted someone new
Someone that wasn't me, someone that wasn't damaged
I hugged him tightly one last time then tried to pull away, he pulled me back
I took one step back and he placed his hand on my waist looking me in the eyes
"I hope this is meant to be" he whispered and leaned in kissing my lips
"I know you do Stokeley" I say pulling away
He pulled my body closer to his still with his hand on my waist
"I want to forget for a second just let me forget" he kissed me again, I kissed him back
I'd like to forget too, I'd like to forget my world got turned upside down
I'd like to forget we're broken up
So I'm just going to kiss him and let whatever happens happen
He slowly pushed me back laying me on the bed as he laid on top of me still kissing me
I wrapped my arms around his neck as the kiss became more intense
He started to press his body onto mine
I felt his dick pressing against mine which made me forget everything and want him so badly
He took his shirt off and then mine, connecting our lips again as he unbuttoned my jeans he slid my jeans off and then got up taking off his
"Lay down stokes"
He nodded and laid down
I crawled on top of him lining his dick with my hole and I sat down on it forcing it inside of me
I put one had on his chest and I bounced up and down lightly
Stokes mouth made an O shape and his eyes rolled back before closing
I'm glad I get to fuck his fine ass one last time
Still bouncing up and down he grabbed my dick stroking it at the same slow pace I'm bouncing
I moaned loudly and my legs felt weak and shaky but I didn't stop I just focused on the pleasure
The feeling of our souls bonding deeper
his energy and love holding me closer than his arms could ever
Feeling better than I've ever felt, that's how I feel with him Everytime
I came all over his chest and then had to stop my legs couldn't handle it anymore
He chuckled and got up, he whipped the cum off of him
"You always cum fast, but I'm not done" he smirks climbing back into bed
He lifted my legs onto his shoulders and slammed into me like he always does, I moaned while softly biting my bottom lip
He's rough but like he's said before rough sex is a yes
He continued at a fast and rough pace until he came
"I busted a nut inside of you again, sorry" he laughs and lays down next to me
"Well fuck me in the ass and call me a cum bucket because that's all you do is nut in me" I say as we both start laughing
"I miss us being like this, it's been a few days since we've broken up and I already miss you. I miss the feeling of safety you give me" I say cuddling up next to him
He wrapped his arms around me
"It's not the end Jahseh, even if you don't have hope anymore I do and I always will in such a short period of time we went through so much and made it through this is just another bump in the road but we'll make it through"
I don't see how he's so hopeful
All the things we went through are only things that broke us more
Yes I love him and I'm glad he was there to help me through everything but I'm not sure I'm the same person I was before
Melly took a part of me I don't think I'm getting that part of me back
I don't think I'll ever be the exact same person he fell in love with and maybe that's why he wanted someone new
"As much as I hope you're right Stokeley, life doesn't always go the way we want it I've got to get dressed we should go back out there" I hugged him tighter and then pulled away and got off the bed
He just laid there looking up at the ceiling
I think I broke him, were just two broken people
I put my clothes on and then walked over to the bed and gave him one last kiss
"Thank you for showing me what love is Stokeley, thank you for everything" I smiled at him faintly and then walked out
Coolie rawhool and nick were still out there talking
"So how'd it go?" Nick asks
I just shrugged and sat down, it went terrible
That was the official break up
Before it was over but there was still hope
Then I fucked rawhool and he did too
And I just don't see the happy ending anymore
"Where's Stokeley?" Coolie asks
"In his room probably crying" I said quietly
"So it didn't go good then" coolie came over and hugged me
"We're officially done, I don't have hope for us anymore and I let him go"
A tear fell from my face but I wiped it and ignored the sharp feeling in my throat
"It doesn't matter I have hope" Stokeley walks into the living room
"Stokeley it's over" coolie says
"So you don't believe in us anymore either? Well that sucks, it sucks being the only person to know it's not over" Stokeley said sitting down
He's only hurting himself more holding on when he was the first one to let go
You can't let go and then want to hold on
But if he has so much hope then maybe he has enough for the both of us
Enough to bring us back together one day.
