I just wanna say that Ool is fine as fuck, I just have to take a moment to appreciate him
Anywhore let me get back to the chapter
~Jahsehs pov
"Rawhool my life is always a mess I can't do it anymore" I said then I chugged the rest of my drink
"Jahseh you're drunk enough how about you lay down on the couch I'll bring you a blanket"
"You aren't my dad I need another drink get me another drink please" I handed him my cup
"I'm not getting you another drink, lay down"
"The couch isn't comfortable "
Stokeley really cheated on me, he went on a date with somebody else and almost fucked
And I read the texts messages in his phone
Just when I opened my heart up to him like I've never done with anybody else
He's the only reason I tried to hard to get over the rape situation
If it wasn't for him I'd still be in my bed depressed and having nightmares
I was nothing without him I didn't even know who I was or what love was
And then with him life wasn't so complicated
Once again Nothing makes sense anymore
I doubt it will for a very long time
So I've been at rawhools house all day drinking
He's been drinking with me and keeping me company while I complain
He's been a good friend to me, taking care of me and helping me through this
After the argument with stoke yesterday we ended up at rawhools house instead of mine
"Then sleep in my bed I'll sleep on the couch" he said helping me stand up
He helped me stay balanced as we walked to his room, I took my jeans off and climbed into his bed
Jeans are uncomfortable to sleep in and if I was home I'd probably sleep naked right now
He was about to walk out
"Rawhool no" I say causing him to stop and then around
"What do you mean no?"
"Lay with me I don't want to be alone"
He hesitated before he came over and laid next to me
I laid my head on his chest with my hand on his stomach, he pulled the blankets over both of us then wrapped his arms around me
"You're a good friend Ool" I say lowly
"Thank you jah" he started rubbing my back
"I can't stop thinking about Stokeley and it hurts"
I lifted my head and looked up at him
"I know Jahseh, it'll be okay though I'll help you through this just rest your head and go to sleep"
"I can't go to sleep I can't turn my mind off"
"Just relax Jahseh, Count in your head until your mind is clear" he slipped his hand into my shirt and rubbed my back gently
I stared at his lips while he talked
They look soft, I kind of want to kiss him
And his hand on my back, gave me the chills
It made me feel something
Maybe he can help me turn my mind off
"Jah?" He says catching my attention again
"Yeah Sorry" I looked in his eyes then his lips once more
"Put your head down before you do something you'll regret" he says
I probably should just put my head down
I leaned in and kissed him, he kissed back and then pulled away
"Jahseh you're drunk and going through things we shouldn't do this right now or at all"
"Rawhool i Don't Care I want this" I leaned in and kissed him again climbing on top of him
I felt his dick pressing against mine turning me on even more
I let out gentle moans against his lips as the kiss grew more intense
I took my shirt off then leaned back into the kiss
Pretty sure ools a bottom also but he ain't right now just wait
I continued kissing him again, our lips moving in sync and our tongues rolling around fighting for dominance
He flipped our positions and took his shirt off
Then rubbed his hand up and down my stomach before removing my boxers
He removed his pants then pressed his naked body against mine while kissing my neck
He grabbed a condom from the nightstand
I don't see why we need a condom we can't get pregnant and I know neither of us have an STD
After he put the condom on
He pushed my legs up then lined himself up with me inserting himself into me
I gasped arching my back upwards His dick is bigger than stokes oh my fuck I tap out take it out of me-
He thrusted in and out of me faster and faster
"Mmm fuck" I moaned out loudly and then tucked in my lower lip trying not to moan again
He looked me into the eyes and then gripped his hand around my throat
"Let it out love"
"Harder please" I begged
"Okay you asked for it" he kissed me then thrusted harder slamming our lower bodies together
He shut his eyes letting out groans
I finally rested my back down, the pleasure became to much my body is relaxing itself the moans slipping out of my mouth uncontrollably
He slowed the strokes down and started hitting the right spot with every stroke making the rest of the world disappear
"I-I'm gonna cum" I moaned out as I felt my legs begin to shake
"Hold it" he demanded continuing slow stroke
He kissed my neck, my moans took over
I couldn't hold it any longer My nut shot out onto the both of us, he continued stroking for a few seconds then he came in the condom
He got up and took the condom off and tossing it into the trash
He grabbed towel and wiped himself off and then gave it to me to wipe myself off
"We shouldn't of done that" he says putting his pants back on
"I wanted too"
"Still Jahseh, you're drunk and going through something and I shouldn't of did that"
"rawhool im drunk not an idiot, I know what we just did and I wanted it I'm telling you it's okay"
He tossed my boxers at me, I put them back on and then laid back down
"Lay with me again" I say quietly
He laid down again cuddling me then same way as before. The liquor started hitting me even more making me sleepy
The sex also has something to do with me being so sleepy
"Goodnight Ool"
"Goodnight Jahseh"
I closed my eyes and drifted off into a deep sleep
