~Jahsehs pov
Stokeley left me here, with melly but I didn't want to stay here with him I was hoping he'd leave with them
If I said I wanted to go just because he said he was staying Stokeley would know somethings up
I don't want him to know anything
He threatened stokes, multiple times
And I know he'll hurt him
He cut me more than once, and punched me around
I don't even want to imagine what he'd do to stokes
"I see you still haven't told anyone, you must've liked what I did to you" Melly says walking closer to me
I ignored him trying to block out the sound of his voice
"Come on baby, don't act like this" he says putting his hands around my waist causing me to flinch
**flashback**
"Stop don't do whatever you're about to do" I say trying to get back up
He pressed the knife into my neck but not hard enough to leave a cut
"Don't talk, don't scream, don't make a noise and if you tell anybody I'll have you and all of your friends in this house killed in the blink of an eye" he says taking his pants off smirking at me
The longer he looked at me the more exposed I felt
I hope Stokeley or coolie comes looking for me
I don't want this
He took his finger and rubbed it across the blood coming out of the cut on my chest. He cut right above the tattoo of my moms name
He leaned in and kissed me, I refused to kiss back I turned my head and kicked trying to get him off of me but he wouldn't move
He punched me multiple times then grabbed my hand pinning me down
"Stop moving pretty nigga, you know you want it you better act like you like it" he says aggressively
I closed my eyes and laid still as he kissed all over me, not enjoying it even the littlest bit
He pulled me up off of the bed
"Get on your knees, you know what to do pretty boy"
He smirked
"don't make me do that please" I begged
He slid the knife across the side of my neck cutting it
I could tell it wasn't very deep, still It was painful
He punched me in the face then the stomach
I fell to my knees, he punched me in the face again causing me to fall back into the bed
"You better start listening bitch now get up and do what you were told" he spat pulling me back up by my dreads
I just looked up at him, my throat started hurting badly like something sharp was in it as I tried to hold back my tears
"I'm sorry" I cried getting onto my knees
**flashback over**
"Leave me alone please" I removed his hands off of my body
"You sucked me twice and let me fuck you and I'm supposed to think you don't want it again?" He chuckles
He isn't going to stop, he made me give him head the same night he raped me
Second time he made me do it was yesterday at coolies when I went into the bathroom he followed
Im mad at stokes for not figuring this out and helping me but it's not his fault, I won't talk about it
I don't even know how to tell him
