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~Jahsehs pov
"We had sex" I say sitting in the chair across from my therapist
"Did you want it?" She asks
"Yes" I nod
"So you were ready?"
I nodded yes again
"That's a good thing, it didn't make you uncomfortable then correct?"
"No it was good I enjoyed it and I didn't think about Melly once, just me and Stokeley but I've been calling my house our home and I'm confused and your supposed to help me so tell me what I want"
"I can't tell you what you want Jahseh, I'm not you I don't know what it is you want that's up to you to figure out I'm just here to help "
"Well then tell me something that'll help me, cause we've only been together a few months isn't that to soon to be moving in with someone?"
That's all that's been on my mind lately Do we live together or do we not Do I get rid of my house when Stokeley gets his new one or do I not Is Stokeley even going to get his new house or does he think he lives in mine
"Time doesn't define anything, you could be someone for five years and feel nothing then get with someone be together for a few weeks and feel everything don't base your decisions based off of time"
"That's it you've decided I'm moving in with Stokeley" I shrugged If shit goes bad I'll just move again it's no big deal right?
She laughed "Onfroy I didn't say that so don't blame me if that's not what you want"
"I'd only blame myself because if something goes bad it'd probably be my fault"
"You doubt yourself a lot, that's why you're unhappy trust yourself for once"
Okay now you're calling me out and this therapy session is over because I feel attacked "I know but is that all for today? I feel okay I don't need to talk"
"If you're done I'm done" she says
"Okay well see you next time" I got up and walked out, Stokeley was in the car waiting for me again
"How'd it go?" He asks
"Good, are you ready to like live together?"
"I mean we basically already do"
"That wasn't my question"
"Yeah I'm ready but if you're not I understand Jahseh don't feel like I'm rushing you to move in"
"I don't feel like you're rushing me, i might be ready for that"
"Really? You Jahseh Onfroy ready to move in with me?"
"Yes, maybe I don't know let's just go back by coolies house"
"Well okay" he turns the car on and begins driving
We arrived at coolies and went inside Rawhool was sitting in the recliner and Gazzy was on the couch with coolie They all look awkward and uncomfortable
"What's going on?" Stoke asks
"Rawhool and Gazzy won't talk to eachother and I'm bored" he shrugged
"Rawhool, stop being a little bitch you'll be happier when you admit the truth sooner" I say to him
"Jahseh I'm not-" I cut him off " yeah yeah you Aren't gay but you are or you wouldn't of had to feed an imaginary dog" I shoved myself next to him so that we were squished on the recliner together "So do yourself a favor and let him blow your back out" I whispered
"What if I don't like it?" He whispers back
"Then don't fuck him again it's simple"
"One night stand?"
"That's what I did with Stokeley, fucked him to test it out and now look at us basically been together our whole life"
"Y'all know we can hear you even tho your whispering? And Jahseh its only been a few months" Stokeley laughed
"Ah shut up it feels like it's been years and we weren't talking to you" I waved my hand too shoo him away
"So you think I should try?" Rawhool asks
"If you liked kissing him then you Might as well" I shrugged
"Gazzy, wanna go to my house?" Rawhool asks Gazzy stood up smiling
"Aw look at Ool, my sons growing up" I said jokingly
"I'm not your son Jahseh bye" he rolled his eyes before walking out the door with Gazzy
"There coolie I fixed it"
"You probably just broke rawhool" coolie laughed
"Yeah probably but he'll be okay"
"I'm still mad you basically called me a one night stand" stokes pouted
"That's not at all what I said babe"
What I said was if I wasn't gay he was going to be a one night stand because if I'm not gay I'm not going to fuck him again knowing I don't like boys
It was quiet for a few moments while we all played on our phones
"What if I'm gay too and never knew?" Coolie asks awkwardly
"Oh no I know for a fact you aren't gay" Coolies like the straightest person I know He rarely even cracks gay jokes He don't have a problem with gays but he isn't one
"How would you know?"
"Stokeley I'm About to do something, don't over react I'm just proving a point okay?" He looked at me confused
"What are you about to do Jahseh?"
"Just don't get mad" I sat on coolies lap and grabbed his face then leaned in for a kiss
"Did you like that?" I ask
"No definitely not" he looks at me funny I looked over at Stokeley who was staring at me with his mouth wide open
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"Jahseh that's cheating you know that right?" Stoke asks
"I told you not to over react"
"But you just kissed coolie"
"It didn't mean anything and it's not like it was a secret kiss you were sitting right there, do you wanna kiss him too?"
"Aye Wait y'all not using my lips in this argument" coolie said
"Shhhh Yes we are" i hushed him
"Nope I don't wanna kiss coolie but if I randomly kiss someone one day you don't have the right to get mad"
I do have the right to get upset you can't just go around kissing people I was helping coolie prove a point Stokeleys trying to get himself stabbed
