Music and Lyrics (one-shots)

#7 Dark side by Kelly Clarkson

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Kung mahilig ka sa tula... dyan madami. puro English nga lang. XD

Sige na... read well :>

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Every one of us has a dark side... some just hides it better.

 

I was running for Magna Cum Laude. I was the dean's lister for four years in a row... walang palya. I was the role model of every college student who aspires to make a change in this world.

I was pretty and simple; intelligent and humble; down to earth and caring... and most of all... I am loved by everyone—teachers and students alike.

Lahat ng ito ay binabayaran ko ng taimtimang pagsisikap sa pag-aaral. Mahirap lang kami. Scholar ako ng school. Full scholarship.

Ayos na sana kaso... may tatlo pa akong kapatid na tinutulungan kong patapusin ng pag-aaral. Dalawang high school at isang elementary.

Gagraduate na si Eula sa elementary habang si Jairus naman ay gagraduate na ng high school. Doble kayod kami ni mama dahil kami lang ang inaasahan ng mga kapatid ko. Wala na kase si papa, matagal ng patay.

So anyway, I'll tell you a story. It is about me... and the guy who broke my heart into millions of pieces. The shattered glass formed a bloody mosaic on my chest.

It was so painful that I thought I'd never live again.

Dejoke lang.

Ang totoo nyan, may isang lalaking ang tagal na akong pinupursue but I just can't say yes to him. Maganda ako pero never pa akong nagka-boyfriend. It's not just because I have a family to take care of. It's not just because I have to prioritize my studies. It's not just because I'm scared of relationships.

May isa pa akong dahilan... and I was so ashamed of it that I chose to bury this secret to the very depths of hell where I'm at right now.

Natatakot ako na kapag nalaman nya, ayawan na lang nya ako. Masasaktan ako ng sobra kapag nagkataon kase mahal ko na sya.

He wasn't a hard person to love. He was always there. He was always beside me. He was always supporting me.

Sya yung tao na alam kong hindi ako iiwan even in the darkest days of my life...

Pero... hindi ko alam kung pano sya magre-react kapag nalaman nya ang sikreto ko.

At eto nga, nandito na naman sya sa school namin... nangungulit. Ewan ko nga ba kung pano pa nya ako naisisingit sa sked nya eh napaka-workaholic nya. Nagtatrabaho na kase sya. He was 25 and I was 20.

"Uuwi ka na Reese? Tamang-tama pala ang dating ko. Hatid na kita?"

"Wag na Jude. Umuwi ka na lang at magpahinga. Di ba puyat ka pa kagabi?" Nag-aalala kong tanong sa kanya. Magkatext kasi kami kagabi hanggang 10pm tapos nasa office pa sya nun.

He smiled and replied, "Okay lang. I'll rest after na maihatid kita."

Ginantihan ko sya ng ngiti. He was the perfect guy. The kind that you could take home to the family and proudly announce that he's your boyfriend. Botong boto nga sa kanya ang buong angkan namin eh. Kase kapag dumadalaw sya sa bahay, palagi syang may dalang pagkain.

Tapos kapag natutunugan ng mga pinsan ko, nagsisipuntahan sila sa bahay para makikain.

Nakakahiya na nga sa kanya kaya hindi ko sya pinapadalaw ng madalas.