Another Me

The Thought

Another boring day going to school with my boring clothes and boring self.By the way I'm Niall your typical gay,shy,weak nerd.Me and my parents moved to England when I was 5 years old because my father found a place to work here,only if I knew how miserable I would be I wouldn't step my foot here.I arrived to my school only to find my best friend Louis.Louis and i met when I arrived here for the first time and with that time we were always together.At the time I passed through the school's hall everyone was looking at me I didn't mind that actually the thing that was pissing me off was that my bully Harry was smirking at me with his devilish face.When I found my way to my locker I felt a body right next to me.

"Hi niall" Harry said smirking while leaning on my locker.
"How are you I haven't seen you like forever babe" Harry said
"You saw me yesterday Harry"i said,shaking
"Yeah but I didn't hit you enough,you owe me Horan."Harry said smirking
"Owe you for what?"I said while looking at him in fear.
"You owe me Horan because I didn't make you bleed enough yesterday you should feel lucky" Harry said while he looked at me straight in the eyes.
"Please I didn't do anything wrong to you or the others" I said while I was hoping he would forget it and leave me.

"No way Horan you were lucky yesterday dont be selfish and let your bully hurt you" He laughed because he could see on my eyes that i was terrified of him.
At that moment the bell rang and Harry cursed under his breath.
"Well Horan you're lucky for now but be careful for later!"Harry said while leaving.
When I arrived to my class my other bullies were there,Zayn and Liam.When I sat on my chair a foot pushed my chair from behind and i fell on the floor.Everyone was laughing at me,I could feel the tears on my eyes burning.

Zayn turned and looked at me and said "oh niall watch out you fell you worthless shit".Everyone started laughing more and more when he said that im worthless.I was so relieved when I saw the teacher entering the room.She saw that i was in ears and that everyone was laughing at me,she said "hey what are you all doing?"
Zayn answered "nothing miss I was just telling niall how much worthless he is.You always say miss that we should always tell the truth." Zayn chuckled while everyone was dying from laughing and pointing at me.

The teacher then said "Enough." Everyone stopped and looked at her.
"Zayn I did told you that everyone should tell the truth so i should too right?" the teacher was smiling at him.
Everyone turned their head to Zayn and he said "yes miss" Zayn could feel that something was odd about the question.
The teacher said "Well then Zayn I admire that a person like you with tattoos and piercings with bad behaviour and low grades said to his smart,intelligent and best student in the whole class that he is worthless.Thank you Zayn" teacher said while everyone laughed at Zayn,while Zayn looked at me with dead eyes.I looked at him in fear,when everyone sat on their place he leaned over to me and whispered to me "you don't know what's going to happen to you later !" I looked at him in the eyes and i couldn't see anything but darkness.I got up and sat on my seat while I was thinking what would happen to me latter.

The bell rang and we all went to the school's cantine.As I walked to the hall I saw my best friend Louis standing on the wall and waiting for me,he said when he saw me
"Hi niall" Loui said cheekily
"Hi Louis" I said
"What's wrong what happened?" Loui said worryingly.
"When I went to my locker Harry said that i was lucky that he didn't made me bleed enough yesterday and that i should be careful for whats going to happen to me later and then in my class Zayn called me worthless shit and the teacher snapped at him and made him embarrassed and he said to me that i should wait for later" I said in tears of the flashbacks.
"Dont worry I'm here for you I will always be here for you niall."
"Thanks Louis I appreciate it" I faintly smiled at him.

While I walked to the cantine I felt two hands grappling me and holding me to the ground and the person screamed " Now Liam" and then trash were all over me and they put the garbage bin on my head.
"Nice job guys" Harry said laughing.
"It was so worth it!"Zayn said.
"Well i have to admit that it was quiet funny you guys!" Liam said
"Told ya" Harry and Zayn say together laughing.
I stood there on the floor taking the bin off of my head while Louis was screaming to them.
"You pieces of shit why did you do it?" Loui said yelling.
"Stay out of it Tomlinson" Harry said
"No i wont,he didn't do anything to you why did you do it?"Loui said angrily
"Hey he said stay out of it Tomlinson." Zayn said while looking at Louis

"You are going to pay for this,and the three of you.Come on niall lets go inside."Loui said to me while I got up from the floor.I stood up and looked at them and then Harry mouth sighning to me while I was leaving "Told you" he said smirking.
Me and Louis said on the table while everyone just chuckled and laughed at me because of what happened.I looked down under the table,trying to hold my tears when Louis said "Hey look at me dont worry"
"Really?how can I not worry when here and almost all my life three bullies are making my life a living hell everyday?"I said screaming "do you know how it feels like getting bullied all your life and the only way to stop my sadness is from cutting myself?" I said crying while looking at Louis.

"No niall I dont know but I will always try and do my best for you to feel happy"
"Only if there was a way I could be strong enough to stand up for myself but there is not" I said gripping the edges of the table
"Dont worry one day you'll take your revenge.Who knows maybe there is something or someone out there to help you"louis said smiling
"Yeah? You think?" I said, wondering
"Totally man" Louis said
"But what or who would that be?"I said once again thinking.

"Who knows but it will come to you." He said
I thought about it again and i laughed at the thought
"Yeah right Louis there isn't a magical thing or someone to help me with my problems"i said laughing
"Oh well maybe it's just waiting for the right moment to appear you know?" Louis said happily of the thought
"Yeah sure Louis, I wish it was but magic isn't real, or magical creatures" I laughed again
"Who knows"louis said singing the words
"Okayy"i said leaving for my next class and continuing my miserable day....
What if it is a way?......

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