JUST ☆TAE♡KOOK☆🐇🐅

•30 Days of Carrying My Husband•• (VKOOK)√√√

I realized he was not young any more.
Our marriage had taken its toll on him. For a minute I wondered what I had done to Jungkook.

On the fourth day, when I lifted Jungkook up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the boy who had given ten years of his life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Irene about this. It became easier to carry him as the month
slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

Jungkook was choosing what to wear one morning. Jungkook tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then he sighed, "All my dresses have
grown bigger." I suddenly realized that Jungkook had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry him more easily. Suddenly it hit me, Jungkook had
buried so much pain and bitterness in his heart.

Subconsciously I reached out and touched his head. Our son came in at the moment and said, "Dad, it's time to carry mum out."

To him, seeing his father
carrying his mother  out had become an essential part of his life. (A/n: Sorry need to use the word mother  e✌)

My husband Jungkook gestured to our son to come close and hugged him tightly. I turned my face
away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held him in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room,
to the hallway. Jungkook hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held his body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But his much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held him in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held
him tightly and said, "I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy."

I drove to office... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I
was afraid any delay would make me change my mind... I walked upstairs. Irene opened the door and I said to her, "Sorry Irene, I do not want the divorce
any more."

She looked at me, astonished. Then touched my forehead. "Do you have a fever?" She said. I moved her hand off my head.

"Sorry, Irene, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we
didn't love each other any more. Now I realized that since I carried Jungkook into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until one of us
departs this world."

Irene seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife Jungkook. The sales girl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote:
"I'll carry you out every morning until we are old."

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