Love and religion

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Y/n pov
Time is passing but my broken heart still hearts because of one person and that's him
JEON JUNGKOOK
It's been a week since that incident took place which shuttered me. However i didn't showed that's to anyone. I started to distant myself from everyone and the only person I talked to was Jackson. He helped me a lot as I told him about my feelings towards Jungkook.
If it wasn't for him I would have done something that would have made me the worst Muslim ever.
Since that day I moved tables and I sit now with Jackson and Tom. Jungkook and Lisa broke off on the same day however it didn't helped my broken heart and I couldn't look in their eyes anymore so I had to move. Jungkook tried to talk to me and asked me what is wrong but I didn't tell him as I wanted to stop my feelings towards him and become I better Muslim, but who I'm lying to I cannot forget him he is my first and last love and I cannot love anyone even if try to as both my heart and soul belongs to him.

Jungkooks pov
Omg what have I done?!
I lost my best friend and the love of my life because of my stupidity. I have to do something I cannot live like this. I can't live without her this is killing me. If I don't get her I will end my life as it's useless without her
I have to talked to her
I need her
This thoughts were going through my head the whole night. This days I lost sleep from my eyes and the only things that are there is loneliness and love for her

Fast forward
It's the morning of sleepless night and I have decided I will talked to her and tell her everything.
Today I was so excited to go to school as I finally decided that I will tell her about my feelings
Whilst walking to school my eyes caught something that made my soul empty and broken. There in front of me stood the love of my life in another men's arms I couldn't take it anymore.
I had to get away so I ran
And BANG everything turned black...

To be continued...

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OMG no what do you think will he survive or not and will they be able to tell each other about their feelings.
Do you think y/n moved on ??
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