Replaced * (Cimorelli Fanfiction)

8// Aborting

Lauren's P.O.V

I havent been myself for the last few days. I've been thinking so much. Should I seriously kill this baby? My baby? I buried my face in my hands and cried. I then felt a warm hand on my back. I looked up and wiped tears to clear my blurry vision. There standing in front of me was Christina.

"Hey." she whispered, "Wanna tell me whats wrong now?" she asked calmly sitting next to me.

I shook my head, "Im ok."

"Laur, that isnt true. Every since your appointment, you havent been yourself. Are you still sick?"

"No Chrissy, trust me." I lied.

"Lauren Christine Cimorelli, dont lie to me. Somethings wrong, I can help you. Open up to me, please?" she asked in the calmest voice ever.

I decided she should know. I need to tell someone shouldnt I? "Please, dont judge me. Dont hurt me. Dont kick me out. Dont treat me differently, dont hate me. Please. I beg of you." I pleaded on the verge of crying.

Christina's eyes turned worried, "What is it Laur?"

"Im pregnant." I choked out before breaking into sobs. "I- I was raped!" I cried out.

Christina gasped, then pulled me into a hug, "Oh no, poor baby!" she said as her voice cracked. I heard her sniff, "I dont wanna kill it. I dont wanna destroy a blessing. But I cant keep it. Im not ready."

The room became silent, "Dont kill it." she whispered.

"But . . ."

"Dont. Kill. It. Dont kill your baby. Once its born, we can put it up for adoption. But Lauren, your killing a beautiful Angel. It doesnt deserve that. So please, dont kill it." she said.

"Chrissy, I need to get rid of this child. I cant handle it. Not even in my own stomache. Months of depression, Im gonna feel like an old woman. I dont want this baby. I cant let this child live another second." I explained.

"Think about it Lauren. If you abort, then this child has no chance of living. He will die before he's even alive. If you put it up for adoption, it can be taken in by a family who really love him. Dont make you desicion right away, but I want you to know. No matter what desicion you make, I will support you. Always." she kissed my forehead then walked out.

Now Im in even more thought than before. Kill it? Or put it up for adoption? What do you think?

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Comment if she should abort of adopt!?!?!? I wanna know what you guys think!!!