It was very easy to take for granted the words I said when i told you I was hurting,
yet you have no knowledge of the tears I shed when you were asleep right next to me,
it was easier to hide how i felt because I didn't want to make you feel guilty,
i didn't want to dwell on the past forever,
i did it alone even in your presence i hid it away just to spare your heart,
to lift your guilt, i asked for a year,
because i don't say anything about it, it doesn't mean my heart has forgotten the pain,
i just chose to try to let go and i swear i was but you couldn't let me heal in peace could you.
I pleaded for some time,
Just because it all looks well it doesn't mean its all together,
songs reminded me, things i see, i managed to overcome all that, i was getting through it I swear, i was happy again without a heavy heart,
You'd say you need me so then why hurt me like this, is this how you needed me as your punching bag?
You don't know do you? I don't express it to spare you the guilt,
I didn't, i suffered on my own, began to heal on my own without constantly reminding you, you couldn't even appreciate that.
I tried okay I really did but you just wouol let me heal.
