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The darkness of his soul was visible in written words. Corbyn Besson was gifted a notebook by his mother, told he was to write his thoughts and days on the blank pages. He believed if anyone ever read, it would be the death of him. Only if somethin...

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by wdw-km

Monday, July first 2019

Dear diary,

Me and Shawn stayed in our room the whole day, i was not leaving my friend. Noah brought both of us breakfast, lunch and dinner; staying at our sides to make sure we would not use the utensils for self harm, but honestly i don't care anymore. I really don't. I don't care how my days are going, they're the same everyday, so it's nothing really. I'm tired all the time, i can't sleep. It's so silent and dark here, i don't feel safe. I feel like there's so much lurking in the darkness of this room, ready to jump at me whenever i close my eyes. I can't sleep without Jonah and Daniel; their arms around me. I can't sleep without Blauwtje by my side; tightly in my arms. I can't sleep with the feeling of someone staring at me and making my mind go crazy. It's so scary here. I'm happy i have Shawn. He keeps me safe. He said so himself, hearing me cry. He keeps me safe, he's my Daniel and Jonah.

Corbyn Matthew

[a/n]
Happy birthday to the daddy of the band, he's so cute

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