Secret Love Song | SanKook ff

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'We keep behind closed doors. Every time I see you, I die a little more

'Stolen moments that we steal as the curtain falls'

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Sana's POV

The time went by so fast, it's really true that time passes quickly when your with the one you love

We decided to walk along the Han Bridge before going home, it's dark already so I'm sure it would be really hard for people to spot him

We're just walking side by side in a comfortable silence, hands clasped and hearts beating loudly

And suddenly out of the blue, there's a bunch of colorful fireworks that is now displaying on the sky

Me and Jungkook stopped to look at it and so is the other people that's walking along the Han Bridge, halted their tracks

I was so mesmerized, it's really pretty and thinking this is happening with Jungkook beside me

He let go of my hand and felt him grabbed my waist and pulled me closer to him while his eyes are on the fireworks

I glance at him, he is really cute, he is smiling and is amazed just by a simple thing

My heart warms with that

I was looking at his side features for a while that when he turns to me

"Hey, isn't the fireworks ni-" He stopped then just looked at me in the eyes

There it is... the eyes that caught my heart from the very beginning

My heart skipped a beat when his breath touched my face, it smells like chocolate...

I felt my cheeks becoming hot from the intensity his eyes is giving me

My heart started running wild inside my chest and my mind suddenly became blank

And with that my body acted before my mind can even realise

I grabbed his face with my two hands gently, making so we are completely facing eachother, never breaking eye contact

His eyes conveyed something which I couldn't read

Then I felt his hand left my waist to be brought in front of my lips, his pointed finger halting me when I was leaning in for a kiss

My eyes widen in shock and felt a pang inside my chest

He gently put his forehead with mine, his eyes burning my own then slowly removed his finger from my lips

He spoke the words so innocently and so softly like there's nothing wrong with it

"I'm sorry Sana... but not now, there's a lot of people around"

But for me those words meant a thousand things enough to hurt my heart

He said giving me an apologetic look

My eyes watered but didn't let my tears to fall

"Oh... is that so, I'm sorry, I guess I acted kinda pushy" I said as I gave him a small smile before removing my head from his then turning around

He saw me, I know he saw my eyes with tears dancing inside of it

His fingers touched my hand in an intention of holding it again but my hand flinched and immediately put it on the back of my neck and rub it

I slowly turn and look at him in the face

"Let's not hold hands for the time being, some people are actually looking at us earlier... we gotta be cautious you know" I looked at him and released a fake small laugh

I looked him in the eyes, he has that look that I couldn't decipher again

Jungkook didn't say anything and just stared at my eyes

We've been staring at eachother for quite a long time so I broke our eye contact

"Let's head home before it gets late" I smiled at him and started walking to the direction of our apartment

I just hope he's right behind me 'cause I couldn't bring up the courage to look at him anymore after what I've done... it's embarrassing

'Ahhh... Sana! You're so careless'

I thought and frowned remembering the scene at the bridge