"...Uh-oh. I can't seem to let you go."
Harry stands in front of me blocking Zayn away cutting the contact short
"Way to go love!" he shouts draping his arm around me then planting a kiss on my forehead
"Well I deserve that" I said with a wide grin
Harry chuckles seeming please at my reaction "There's plenty where that came from and I'll gladly give you more"
"Sure you will" I reply as I watch his eyes light up with delight
All of us took turns in singing and before we knew it, some of us are already dancing on table tops namely; Louis and Niall who I think had a bit too much alcohol already
"DJ Malik's next! DJ Malik's next!" Niall sings repeatedly
"Yeah! You've only sang 1 song" Harry says handing him the mic with his free hand while the other held my hand tightly
He sighs then took the mic
"What song mate?"
"Um... A love song?.." Harry turns to me "... You'd like that, right love?"
I'm surprise that Harry ask me. I think he's a little bit out of his mind because of the alcohol.
Jill and Liam is looking at me like Zayn is, waiting for my response. I nod with a small smile
"For whom are you gonna dedicate the song lad?..." Louis shouts
Harry squeezes my hand lightly making me look at him. He's looking directly at Zayn with a bitter smile upon his lips
"... Is it for Jill?" Louis continues
I flinch upon hearing the question. It made me look at Jill only to find her starring anxiously at Harry. She met my gaze and quickly averts it by looking at Zayn
"No..." Zayn says lowly ".. This is for someone who I felt was once mine but I doubt it that she knows it"
I froze in place and squeeze Harry's hand lightly. I place my head on his shoulder as Zayn started singing
"Everywhere I go, everything I do reminds me of you.
Just a picture on the wall, I'm surrounded by it all gotta walk before I fall..."
I don't know why but maybe I'm going crazy or I already am for thinking that the song's for me.
Call me any name you want to call me but I just can't shake that thought away
"... What I miss the most is talking up all night.
We laugh until we cried. Now I'm breaking at the seams
dropping to my knees every length of me..."
My vision begins to blur as I drift back to that night at the beach where we my broken heart found another broken heart.
Zayn holds my gaze with his deep brown eyes
"... When she was mine everything was easy, everything was simple.
I've never felt so good when she was mine.
I wanted to remember, never miss a second.
Now I wanted to forget, forget when she was mine mine..."
My heart breaks then tears streams down my face
"... Down on my knees gotta see her, gotta see her.
Try to forget but I need her, but I need her... When she was mine"
"Aw!" Harry exclaims
It's only then did I notice that my other hand was gripping Harry's arm tightly
I let it go and saw the red pattern my hand left. I look up to him sadly
"I-.. Um- I'm.. I'm sorry I-.. I didn't mean to..." I began sobbing as I gently touch his face with my shaking hand
"Shh.." Harry wipes the tears streaming down my face and then he hugs me tightly
I burrow my face on Harry and let the tears fall
I really don't know the reason why I am crying. I don't know if it's because I hurted Harry not only physically but also emotionally or is it because of Zayn, though I hate to admit it but I do still love him and what's worse is I think I'm loving him more with each passing moment
"I-.. I'm so-sorry H-ha-harry..." I sob
He traps my face in his gentle hands and makes me look into his deep green eyes then whisper
"I'm sorry that I can't be him love. I'm sorry I can't be Zayn."
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Miss Matched
Fanfiction2 girls + 5 boys + The Bahamas +A pinch of Mayhem+ A dash of Love+ A touch of Fate+ Chances = A whirlwind of romance. Will it be a summer of love for Kaleen or one that's full of tears?
Chapter 29: When She Was Mine
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