E C L I P S E // a $uicideboy$ fan fiction

SMOKED OUT, SCOPED OUT

Upon entering the house, the scent of weed, vodka, cigarettes & cheap cologne slammed against my face like a gust of wind. "Let's get fucked!" Courtney yelled over the pounding music. Arm in arm, I had been dragged into the kitchen to get some drinks with Courtney. We ended up taking a few shots & pouring ourself a cup of Vodka mixed with Sprite each. About 5 minutes later I noticed Courtney had been chatting away to some girl, who I'm assuming was an artist because she looked slightly familiar but I couldn't put my finger on it.

I wander out back, the pool lights glowing the side of the house to match an aquatic sapphire colour. A couple of people were in the pool just chilling around, I noticed Scott, Aristos & a familiar face around the fire pit. That's when my heart dropped. "June, come ova 'ere. There's someone we want ya to meet." Scott had gestured for me to come over, so carefully I walked along the tanned tiling that edged the pool. "Juniper, Peep, or Gustav. Gustav, Juniper, or June." Aristos had introduced us to each other & my blood froze as I placed my hand out in the open for him to shake it.

"Nah nah nah, come here. You gettin' a real peepers hug." And with that I had been engulfed into a bear hug. His famous fur coat that had been worn in his Benz Truck video had been pressed against my cheeks, feeling like I was getting a hug from a real bear. "Gustav i know I've met a lot of artists & done a lot of photography business with them but I've always wanted to meet you." I successfully was able to form my sentence, without stuttering once. "Awh believe me hun, the pleasure is all mine. Gotta admit, I heard a lot about ya. From these goofs here & Eric." My heart was doing backflips. "All good things I hope." Gustav laughed in response.

"Aye June, wanna puff?" I looked down at Scott noticing he was passing me a blunt. "Sure, why not." I took about 3 puffs, passing it back to Scott.

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Time had passed, Blunts had been puffed, bongs had been hit, Coke had been sniffed &  Xanax had been popped. I was zonked to say the least. I had been wandering around the house for a bit, trying to find the nearest bathroom. Feeling like I was about to throw everything up from my stomach, I just opened the nearest door. Luckily it was a bathroom, but it was occupied. But not by who I wanted to see the most.

"Juniper!" Aristos was frantically trying to button up his pants, while the black haired girl pushed herself from him. My heart felt like it had dropped into an empty void. I could feel those tears threatening to spill, but I wasn't gonna let them. "Oh.. um. S-sorry, I didn't mean t-to interrupt.." with that I quickly took a step back & shut the door behind me. Not even a second after the door opened, followed by "Wait, June." I ignored him. Just wanted to leave the place.

I sat outside, on the cold tile step at the front of the house. Thinking of anyway I could get home, but it wasn't looking so good for me. Mentally cursing my stars & whoever decided my karma had to come to me now, I had been interrupted in my thoughts. "What ya doin' out 'ere Junie?" I turned to see Scott sitting down beside me. "Nothing much, just thinking about how to go home.." my tone of voice sounded as sad & quiet to the point where I don't even think Scott heard. But I was wrong. "What'chya goin' home fo'? There's about 4 mo' hours left it's only 2am." "I just feel kinda sick.." by now the tears had sprung to my eyes, spilling over like warm waterfalls down my cheeks. Scott had noticed & out an arm around my shoulder.

"Don't Worry June, I don't think Kevin is on anythang or drank anythang so I could get him to drive ya back home." I sighed in relief, "Thank you Scott, really I appreciate this.." "Anytime Shawty." He winked & with that he had gone back inside.

Shortly after, Kevin appeared with his keys. "C'mon Junie, let's get ya outta here." "What about Courtney?" Kevin chuckles as he unlocked some random car. "Don't ya worry. She's with Nick & Eric. Now c'mon, get in." I plunked myself down in the passenger seat, exhausted & let down. "So what's got ya down?" Kevin finally broke the silence. "Nothing, I'm fine honestly." I looked over at Kevin in reassurance, earning a stern look in return. "Juniper, I've known you a while now, we've became besties like for real. I know when somethin' is eating at ya. C'mon tell me."

I sighed & explained everything with Aristos, it took up the whole drive home which was about 25 minutes but I eventually reached the end. Kevin didn't say anything for a minute or two once I had finished, then he broke the silence. "I think you should take it slow with Rubes. For real like ya'll seem to have mad chemistry so just take it slow but also go for it, if ya now what I'm sayin'." I hugged Kevin & thanked him for the advice & the ride home. "Bye the way, who's car is this?" He spun the keys & chuckled, "Gus's but he don't doesn't mind." I laughed & said goodnight.