Anita, a college student madly in love with Natasha, a fitness trainer and model but what happens when a suggestion from Natasha turns their world upside down, will Anita be able to overcome her insecurities and see past them or will she loose the o...
Soft strokes on my arm brought me out of my slumber, completely aware of who the culprit is trying to wake me up I buried myself more into the blanket, making her chuckle, and just hearing that I couldn't help the smile that came on my face. I turned to face her but rather than opening my eyes, I just buried myself into her, her hard yet soft arms enveloping me completely.
"Why are you sleeping at this time?" she asked me while placing small kisses on head.
"I'm tired" I said which was barely audible because of the way I was hiding my face in her neck.
She just laughed and said "How are you tired, I am pretty sure you didn't have any class today."
I just looked at her with a pout, but she pecked my lips with such tenderness that the pout dissolved into smile.
"I am tired because I got up at 9 then took bus to come here but you were already gone, so I just slept" I replied lazily.
She combed my hair with her fingers "It's two in the afternoon, you've been sleeping for about five hours, how are you gonna sleep at night"
I just looked at her with a smirk and I am pretty sure she knew what I was trying to say, she just ignored it with an eye roll and asked "Did you eat anything?"
"No" I replied timidly.
She just looked at me sternly and said "Anita, how many times have we talked about it"
I just shrugged my shoulders and buried myself in the blanket again waiting for the lecture.
This is one of the main thing we argue about, my eating habits, I guess I am just too lazy to fix myself anything even if I am hungry, Natasha has made it her duty to keep me on track, she always packs me lunch for college, and because I live on college campus, she drops it off daily at the reception of my hostel before going to work, and on my off days when I spend my time at her place she makes sure I eat three times a day along with snacks in between, and because she is such a health freak, most of the time all the food she prepares is super healthy.
She sighed and untangled me from the blanket then she made me sit up on the bed, when I refused to get up, she bought her hands under my armpits and made me stand up completely.
Damn this girl and her super women strength, she just kissed my cheek and "Go shower while I prepare lunch."
I crossed my arms and said "Oh you wanna say I stink."
"No I just don't want you going to bed again while I prepare something" but the smile that was threatening to leave her lips gave it away.
I gave her middle finger and then ran to the bathroom before she could say anything, after the shower I got dressed in one of my jeans and t-shirt that I've brought along with me, pocketing my phone I made my way towards the kitchen, by the time I entered the kitchen she had already plated the food, along with the meal there was a plate filled with baby carrots. Her obsession with carrots always amazes me.
"This right here is the reason that you should legally change your name to bunny" I said to her while pointing at the plate of carrots.
She just laughed lightly but didn't say anything, when we first met within a week of knowing her I realized that Natasha is obsessed with carrots, she includes them with every fucking meal possible, hence my nickname for her Bunny originated.
I literally inhaled the whole meal within seconds ignoring her amused look, after the meal she picked up the plates and started washing them, I stood near her drying them.
"Babe" She said.
"Hmmmm"
"I was thinking..."
"Oh no" I looked at her in mock horror, making her nudge me slightly.
"I was thinking that we should go meet my mom this weekend, I mean it's been more than a year that we have been together, I think it's high time I introduce you to....." I just tuned out whatever she was saying.
Why is she doing this to me, is she trying to mock me because she knows how I feel about this and this is not the first time that she has said something like this, within a month of us dating she wanted me to meet her friends.
She knows I cannot do the same to her, I know my parents they will never approve of this relationship, and as per for my friends I don't want to lose them too, this is the first time that I actually have friends, during school when I used to live with my parents they were so overprotective that they always interfered in my friendships and because of that I never actually had friends.
Leaving my hometown, my parents house was actually a big feat for me, I don't want to suffer the same hell hole by telling anyone about this relationship.
I guess I was quite for a long time next thing I know Natasha was shaking my shoulders "Hey Babe you okay, what is it" she asked me looking all concerned.
I just glared at her and said "Why do you care, you just want to belittle me because you know how scared I am to come out, you just want to rub it in my face that your friends and family support you while mine will leave me within a second" angry tears have replaced the smile that was on my face a few moments back.
"It's not that anita" She replied calmly.
"Oh yeah, then what is it, you want my parents to hate me, my siblings, my friends to hate me" I asked her, anger evident in my voice.
She tried to touch me but I moved back, she looked so hurt at that moment.
"Anita, babe... I know you're parents are hard headed people but as for your brother and sister I am sure they'll love you no matter what and same goes for your friends too"
I cut her off and said "What do you know you've never met my friends, how can be you so sure."
"I might not have met them but the way you talk about them, I guarantee you that they will support you, and I am not even saying that you come out to them I just want you to meet my mother"She said trying to keep her voice calm.
"No you just want to rub my insecurities in my face" I shouted at her angrily.
She took a deep breath and said "That's not..."
"I don't give a fuck, I don't wanna talk to you right now" I quickly ran towards the apartment door, grabbed my shoes in hand, and left the place before she could say anything.
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