𝓭𝓸𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓲𝓽 𝔀𝓻𝓸𝓷𝓰 || paused

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1 month later
Tra'vontay pov
It's been a ruff month without my lil bro around. I've mostly been at my shops cutting hair or in the studio i've been very distant from the family & shit it's not that i'm mad or anything i just gotta process shit you know ? Kye is 4 months i'm with her with her but it's a part of me that is still hurt . Tamia & Mama all happy they been spoiling her ass .My homeboy from louisiana who i knew from a industry party hit me up talking bout a song i sent him the addy & he pulled up .
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"what tha bidiness is blood " i said smacking him five
"Nun just boolin " he responded giving me a bro hug
"Aye you living out here " i questioned
"yea dawg i'm staying at Malibu ap's with my kin folk " you wanna smoke tho slime" he asked
"Nah you no i ain't living like that no mo leon" i responded i lied cause i ain't wanna smoke after that nigga louisiana infested with diseases i'll be damn if i trust his lips
"Damn foreal well let's do this song tho bro bro " lee said
"We finna remix baby shit " i asked "yerrrrrr" lee responded
* beat starts *
[Hook]
That's my Lil spider
He'll go step for me
That's my Lil spider
Put youngboy in a web for me
That's my Lil spider
He'll go sit up in jail for me
That's my Lil spider
Up it and bust it and blow it at 12 for me(yeahhh)
Opps steady calling
They hollering They finna pull up
We don't do no talking,walk down and go an blow a nigga hood up
They on they way go get them drakes
We gone wait on them niggas
They on they way go get them drakes
We gone wait on them niggas
then you kno i had to spit

We gone wait on em hit up they coner
Then we gone do it again
If ion go get em with Dez and wop
Then imma go do it wit twin
Blue tip F and N
Pearce the body and go through the skin
We put them drake bullets in the wind
We put them drake bullets in the wind
They been calling, we been stalking all they instagram
Like speak on they nation
Drop a location
I let them cuttas blam
I got that stick with that 50
I got enough ammunition to beef with the city
Niggas be swearing they wit it
Im bout to send my lil spiders
The way they be living
They on they way to where you stay
Betta evacuate
Tour em up wit the drake
Shoot that bitch in his face
Do em the nasty way
Guns clapping like its patty cake
I shoot that bihh like i'm battier
Mama told me put that bag away
Sense all my enemy's passed away
Lee said his verse i really wasn't listening i was just zoned out "this gone be a hit right chur" Lee said with thick ass accent "Yes sir "i responded "Come out the booth i wanna do a song that been on my heart right " I ordered lee to do "Ight " lee said
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I put the beats over my ears and started free styling my feelings

Who I'm gone call wen it's time to ride?
Who gone pulluh wen it's time to slide?
Me and my brother's we stick together no other
We blowing up like a bubble
And we took over no other
Who I'm gone call wen it's time to ride?
Who gone pulluh wen it's time to slide?
Me and my brothers we stick together no other
We blowing up like a bubble
And we took over no other
See this how I'm living
How u living?
The pain in my eyes start hurting the struggle
Since I lost my brother yeah now the family wanna huddle
But I can't say fuck em
We thinking we strong we some like a muscle
In the world yeah we got eachother
Only thing in the world I want is my brother
They ask me I'm ok?
Fuck no I Anit ok seen my twin brother die in my face
Got alot on my plate, never thought it be this way
Never question God till this day
Lord why u had to take?
why u had to take my brother, I remember them nights we was thuggin
Just me and my brother robbin cause we anit have nun
Know we had to get some money
Memeber robbin niggas for they tools
Brother asking what u wanna do?
I said fuck it imaa ride with u
Watching niggas we gone play it cool
Spot em got em man I get on his ass
Me and my brother yeah we thicker than glass
I miss my brother yeah I miss them....
"Can we finish this shit later " I asked my producer with my voice cracking man i was over this shit at this point "yea no problem it sounds good so far i'll keep what you got " he responded

"Aye son come hea right quick " lee told me "yea wassam foo" i asked "you straight man ? i ain't even know you had a brother play boy lee said "yea he died bro he uh ... got shot " i said elaborating venting & shit telling him the story like i was a bitch but fuck i gotta get this shit out "yea man i feel you dawg ,i know i can trust you so imma tell you this man cause it's been eating at me . i killed the dude some months ago .. he looked exactly like this drug lord trey that owed me thousands of dollars man anyhow he raped my cousin too ,so i had to kill him but since he looked like trey man i lost my shit and emptyed the whole clip i shot some at his bitch to but now every time i sleep i see this nigga face , i eat i see his face man this not my first body i don't know why this shit eating me " Leon expressed
"who your kin folk again " I said clething my jaw
"Naomi " leon reponded
I clutched my pistol and held it to the under his hook ass chin " You mean to tell me YOUR ASS KILLED MY BROTHER ? " i screamed "o guess so with his nasty ass "leon responded "BITCH MY BROTHER AINT NEVER TOUCH YOUR HOE ASS COUSIN EVERY TIME SHE CANE AROUND MY BROTHER LEFT HE DIDNT EVEN LIKE  HA ASS " i said angrily
this nigga was fucking grinning so i pistol whipped his bitch ass "listen to me bitch you might pop that rara shit in nola but pussy i run this outchea in cali yo ass dead where tha fuck your cousin at bitch ?" i said " Malibu apartments" leon said a little above a mumble i walked out of the studio calling my goons to do my dirtywork 🤦🏾‍♀️ shit i have a baby to take care of & i got money to make. I got in my car in drove to Malibu apartments.