Chapter 15:Dream(Part 2)

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Zein's POV

Ace. Please tell me that's true.

Nakatitig lang ako sa phone ko habang papunta sa Garden.

{Ace, Let's meet up. At our vacant. Garden. 3PM.}

{Right.}

20 steps more. Kaya mo yan Zein.

"Ay shit, Sorry secretary!" Sabi ng isang student nung naka buggo niya ako. I just smiled at her.

15 steps. Phewwww!

14....

13....

"Fuck!" Napamura ako nang mauntog ako sa isang lalaki. ANO BA TO?! BUNGGUAN DAYY?!

"Sorry, Miss Zein" Sambit niya kahit wala naman siyan kasalanan.

"Sorry din." I smiled and umalis na.

8 steps.

3...

2....

1..........

Nakita ko sa Ace na naka talikod sa akin at nakaupo sa bench.

"Ace." Tawag ko.

Napalingon siya sa akin.

"Zein. So anong pag uusapan natin?"

"Ganto kasi..Nanaginip ako. I think it's nothing pero hindi talaga ako mapakali eh. I feel like it's true. Nung napanaginipan ko yun na sinabi niya. Parang ayoko maniwala kasi ayoko umasa doon pero iba talaga tong nararamdaman ko eh. Kaya kita tinext. Dahil alam kpng ikaw lang ang makakasagot nito. Kaya, Ace. Promise me first that you will tell me the truth about this" Sabi ko sakanya na mukhang litong lito na.

"I don't even know what it is. But fine. Whatever it is. I promise that I will tell the truth" Sabi niya kaya bumuntong hininga ako.

"Kasi Ace...Napanaginipan ko si Ate Samantha." Paninimula ko.

"Oh? Anong meron dun?" Tanong niya.

"Sinabi niya sa akin na hindi daw totoo na hindi mo na ako mahal. Na siya ang mahal mo. Na panakip butas lang ako. Na hindi mo ko minahal. Ace sinabi niya sa akin na ginawa mo lang yun dahil pinagbantaan ka ni Violet. Na papatayin niya ako pag hindi mo ko hiniwalayan. Ace, nung narinig ko yun parang totoo. Ace, Sabihin mo nga. Totoo ba yun?" Naguguluhan kong tanong.

"Zein. Ano bang pinagsasasabi mo?" Naguguluhang tanong ni Ace.

"Ace. Please just answer my fucking question!  Hindi ko naman sinasabi na lahat ng napapanaginipan ko'y totoo. Pero kasi, Ace. Iba yung ngayon. Iba ang pakiramdam ko so, please just tell me. Totoo ba yung napanaginipan ko?"

"No, Zein. It's not true. Hindi totoo ang napanaginipan mo. Your dream doesn't mean anything. Stop thinking. What you have dreamed about is just normal. It's nothing, Zein." Sabi ni Ace.

"Okay. Thanks. That's all I've needed to hear." Sabi ko at umalis na sa Garden but I saw 1 little tear that escaped form his eyes before I left.

Bumalik ako sa office and then started working even tho I couldn't really focus. I need to live!

After few hours. I decided to go to our dorm because I'm so tired.

Shit! Why Am I even speaking English?

So ayun.. Pumasok na ko ng dorm and Vanessa and Angel are deep asleep already.

Pumunta ako sa C.R at nagdimpo. Pagkatapos ko magdimpo, nagbihis na ko, bumalik na ko sa kwarto and pinatay ko na and lights at natulog.

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"Zein.." Tawag nanaman sakin ni Ate Samantha.

"Ate Samantha" Sabi ko.

"Zein..Si Ace, hi-" Pinutol ko ang sasabihin sana ni Ate.

"No. Hindi totoo ang sinabi mo ate. Hindi totoong pinagbantaan siya ni Madame Violet. Hindi totoo na ginawa niya lang akong panakip butas. Hindi totoong hindi ka niya mahal at lalong hindi totoong mahal niya ako. Kasi ang totoo hindi siya pinagbantaan, Ginawa niya talaga akong panakip butas. Mahal ka niya at ako hindi.  Ate, Please wag mo na ako paasahin. Hindi totoo ang sinasabi mo." I said as tears escaped from my eyes.

"No Zein. These fucking dream is real! I mean it's just a dream but I'm telling you. All I've told you is real. Maniwala ka sakin, Kapatid ko. Ayaw lang sabihin ni Ace ang totoo because he is scared. He is scared that you might die. He is scared na baka totoohanin ni Violet ang sinabi niya. He loves you so damn much that he can loose you for you not to be gone on this world. Zein, I am telling the fucking truth! Wake up now and talk to me through that board for you to believe that I am real" And she slapped me for me to wake up.

And I did. Nagising ako. I checked the time and 3AM again.

Kinuha ko ang board and kumuha ng glass. Tulog pa sila Angel so I didn't bother them.

"Ate Samantha, Are you here now?" I asked.

Yes

"So, Totoong ba yung sinasabi mo?"

W. H. A. T

"The one in my dreams. Is it true that mahal pa rin ako ni Ace and he's doing this for my own sake?"

No

And I loose hope.

"So, It's not true? You made me believe you"

(So tinatamad na ko maglagay ng period. Basta yun yung sinabi but kada letter parin of course)

Its Just a Dream, Zein.

"Fine. Thanks then"

Don't go back to sleep.

"Why?"

Just don't.

Hindi ko yung inintindi at hinayaan na siya. Umalis na ko dun ang natulog nanaman.

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"Zein!!!" Sigaw ni Ate Samantha.

"Ate? Just stop being in my dreams"

"Zein! Please! The one you're talking to a while ago is not me"

"Just stop, ate. I'm tired. Let me sleep!"

"Zein, That was-"

Naputol ang salita ni Ate because nagising nanaman ako.

I'M SO CONFUSED!!!

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Dear readers,
               I'm so sorry dahil ngayon lang ako nakapag update! Sorrrryyyyy talagaaa! Hindi kasi ako masipag haha. Pero thanks sa mga naghihintay. Next update next year hahaha Jungkook(JK/Joke) I dunno! Love yah all!

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