Heart's Desire

Life is calling!

BROKEN will not be the exact word to describe shivaay. he started to ruin himself where none can ever able to stop him from doing that. his brothers, his family can't even able to see him like this. In these 14 years, a day didn't pass when he slept peacefully without hurting himself. he thinks he deserves this. Does he deserve this?

he never though anika will give birth to their child. it was really surprising for him after doing that unthinkable thing to her. in one hand, his happiness was out of boundaries after meeting his daughter. after getting drunk, he used to imagine like having a family and having a chat with them, he used to smile and laugh by that time. but when he realizes it was nothing but his imagination it will be very difficult for him to control his tears. he regrets each and every day to break his promises. he didn't expect any forgiveness from her side for what he did, the thing is he will never able to forgive himself for breaking her trust and promises.

the sun rises but he was not ready to open his eyes. he really wanted to live forever with his anika whom he met after closing his eyes, his happy family. but he has to open his eyes when his daadi called him to wake up while caressing his hairs. automatically tears flow from his eyes when he felt her touch. he opened his eyes and sadly looked at her.

billu... get up... i need to talk to you...come on... be a good boy and wake up... - his daadi asked him where he cumulated all his left out energy and half sat on the bed.

he didn't speak anything, he remained silent. where his daadi gently caressed his hair and kissed his forehead, he can't resist himself from hugging her even though he tried his level best to hold back.

i am sorry... sorry... - he cried on her shoulder. she nodded no and kissed his head.

don't cry like a child... forgot, you have a daughter now... - she said where he immediately broke his hug and looked at her helplessly.

dad for just namesake... sorry ... sorry... i am not even there in her name... how come i become a father? ... i am just a loser dadi... i broke her heart as i did with her mother... i don't deserve them daadi... they deserve happiness... and i am just a bad omen for them... - he opened up to his daadi with a heavy heart.

you're right... you're a loser, you don't deserve them, but why are you punishing your daughter for the mistake you did? - daadi asked him where the sadness in his heart converted to confusion.

i can't get you daadi... - he said while wiping his tears off.

after 14 long years, your daughter came to your office to meet you... you think she would have come for no reason... when did you become selfish shivaay? you made my great-granddaughter to leave your office with a heavy heart. - daadi said which made him think.

what are you thinking billu? i know we are the one to separate you from your family, we deserve punishment. but what my great-granddaughter did? why are you punishing her? - daadi said and tried to convince him to meet them once.

but... anika... how can i... - he stammered.

don't think about it... if life gives you another chance, go for it and fight for it. and if you win this battle you will get everything in your life... - daadi said and encouraged him.

by then they heard a door knocking sound. he saw om at the doorstep with a wide smile. he came and stood near to him.

shivaay... - om said gave him a chit.

what is this? - he asked om.

address... found it in the visitor register... i crosschecked it too... anika bha... (he stopped) - om said where shivaay looked at him stunningly.

you can call her bhabhi... om... this is what going to happen in a few months... billu ki Shaadi billi ke Saath... - daadi chuckled in return shivaay hugged her tightly.

shivaay... we can't able to do anything then... but now, you're free.... - om said with teary eyes.

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here in Bangalore, ansh got too busy regarding his under 19 selection in Bangalore team. even anika got busy with the kinds of stuff. there were only 3 days left for the selection.

mumah... - ansh called her while getting ready to leave.

yeah... baby... - anika replied while changing her clothes.

how much time it will take mumah? i am getting late for my practice match... - he said out of frustration.

i am ready... - she said and came out of her room.

where is nish? - he called her out.

i am here... - she said while lazily walking towards the couch.

you're coming with us right... - ansh asked her confusingly.

of course, i will if you wait for me for 3 hours... possible? - nisha replied to him.

you're completely impossible... - he said and threw the pillow on her face.

come on yaar... i am not feeling well... i swear i will come to your match after 3 days... after all, that was my purpose of the visit... - she winked with a smile.

whatever... - ansh fumes at her and left the house.

take care, beta... shall i stay back with you? - anika asked her.

no... mom... don't you dare... otherwise, your son will take this whole house in his head... you know i am allergic to his bak-bak - nisha chuckled.

but... going to miss you... - anika said and left not before giving her a forehead kiss.

an hour passed, she opened ansh's laptop and found he opened his mail account and left without closing that window. she understood, even though he made his mind that he never gonna reply but without even his knowledge he kept on checking his mail. nisha become so depressed after seeing his hidden wish. but how can she say to him that his wish will remain only as a wish forever... it will never come true. by then, she heard a calling bell. she becomes suspicious. she went towards the door and opened the door.

hi... -one man greeted her instantly after she opened the door. her jaw dropped in shock.