Something A Bit Diffrent

Part 4

Pov Gabe

I moved away from Katrina. She was such a bitch sometimes. I hope that kid teaches her something. I heard my phone ringing I went to pick up. "What the hell do you want now?! I gave her the fucking kid and he looks pretty traumatized which is good..." I heard her spoke for the first time in months. Her smooth silky voice came into the phone. "Did she see how badly he was treated. If not I did that for no reason and I could of let the child go and let the wolves eat him or something." I rolled my eyes at her words. "Yes she did see him and she took him in." I didn't want to do this but Katrina forced me to be like this. A cold-hearted person just like my own mother. I know this kid didn't deserve this type of crap form his own mother. I'm even surprised they let her out of the hospital she has been sick in the head for years making up lies. I heard an ear pierce cackle from the phone which meant she had someone new. I quickly hunged up not wanting to hear the rest of the poor person torture. I left to go outside. I breathed in the sickly fresh sweet air. I still felt my throat tight and my mouth dry. I wished to myself a long time ago not to become my mother and I despised myself for what I have become. I felt myself crying I tried to make it soft. I was holding my self and I knew I was shaking like crazy then I felt a pair of huge arms hug me I leaned into the embrace feeling warm. "What happened?" Luke turned me around and wiped my eyes with his sleeves. I shook my head to show him I didn't want to talk about it. He was now cupping my cheek with his left hand and holding my back with his right hand. "Come on tell me." He gave me his adorable puppy eyes making me want to confess everything but I stood firm. He blew the hair on my head and rolled his eyes. I no longer felt his warm comfort on my cheek. "Fine, then I just came here to ask if you were hungry. I didn't see you eat with Kat." "No, I'm not hungry." He was halfway inside until he turned around and said, "I'm always here if you need me. Just knock on my door and I will let you in." My face heated up and I quickly turned around the other way.

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I went around inside of the tent trying to find Luke until I came into Mama Lou's room. I looked around just seeing and not touching being afraid to break something. I looked at a picture that was her but younger. I saw she was with a group of people and one stood out to me. It was my mother smiling like there was no care in the world. I grabbed it and checked the date on the photo. December 21, 1997. Two years before I was born. I couldn't stop looking at the photo it confused me so much how she could be happy when she knew I was on the way. I took the photo with me and went to my room I placed it inside my dresser. I went out of my room to go to the kitchen. I went to make myself a sandwich and calm down. When I was done I felt a bit better. I wanted to try to Find Katrina to tell her everything. The secret was slowly killing me and I didn't want to be like my mother. I could feel my palms sweating like crazy. I didn't want her to hate me since I... I think I like her? I shook my head to erase any thoughts I had. I heard her voice and a guys voice. I looked to make sure it was the same person. When I saw it was, I left and let them be I didn't want to interrupt there time together. I went back and tried to find Luke. ZThis time I was lucky. I saw he was distracted so I slowly crept behind him and wrapped my arms around him. He screamed like a little girl then turned towards me. He gave me a smirk then he started to tickle me. "S-s-stop. I d-d-didn't mean to scare y-y-you that much." My cheeks were hurting from smiling too much and I could feel my self wanting to go to the bathroom. "Then you should have thought of that before you did that." I was slowly falling and I grabbed Lukes neck to support me. Then we both fell down. We didn't move our positions. I could feel his breath and warmth. We were staring into each other eyes. I saw that Luke's eyes moved to my lips he then licked his own. I could feel a weird uncomfortable feeling between my legs I slowly moved them to make it stop. I then felt a warm pair of lips on mine. My arms were still around his neck so I pulled him closer to me. He licked my bottom lip for entrance and I gladly opened my mouth. We were both exploring each other's mouths I could taste his cinnamon lips. The feeling grew, even more, I tried moving until I heard Luke moan. He immediately stopped and got up. He picked me up and ran towards his room with an embarrassed look. I stood there flustered and confused. Was I gay?