Something A Bit Diffrent

Part 2

Pov Katrina

I felt my whole body shake from his words. I didn't want to hear this because she clearly never wanted me. "Please go. I don't want to know anything." My voice was shaky and low. "You will want to hear this. Please, just listen to what I have to say and I will go. I promise." I looked at him and he looked sincere so I shook my head yes. "She never meant to throw you away like some..." "Burden. Right? I'm just that since she never really wanted me here living because she knew I would be gone after the day. Right?" I looked at my shaking hands since I couldn't look at the man. 'She couldn't afford a child! She was still a child when she threw you out! She was only 16 and it affected her so much. You don't even how hard it was for her to lose you. She cried herself at night wondering if anyone found you and if you were safe. You don't understand how much shit she went through. So don't say she never wanted you. I just came here to tell you, she was trying to find you. She found you by your foster mother." The man was about to go until I muster up the courage to speak. "Where is she? I want to meet her today if that's possible."

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3rd Pov

Miss Lou was waiting outside the wooden door. Her children went to get some food since they were starving. The doctor went to other patients and the nurse waited next to miss Lou. "Do you want some coffee Miss? You've been here since the morning." The kind nurse asked. Miss Lou didn't want to be bothered so she shook her head.  The nurse understood her and left her to her own thoughts. While miss Lou was worried about was going on the other door the two behind the door were making plans. "What if she doesn't recognize who I am and thinks I'm lying to her and all things go bad and I never get to actually meet her." Katrina's mouth was slipping words every second and getting faster. The young man took a step forward and placed a hand on her bed. "She was trying to find forever and when she finally found you, she was just ecstatic she wanted to hug you but knew you would just run away." "I guess that would be true since I was told as a child 'Stanger Danger'. " Katrina put air quotations around the word stranger danger. The man laughed and continued, " Well you don't want your child to go around and say hello to a creep." "Okay, that's true. I would hate to see my child just having a conversation with a rando. You don't know their true intentions no matter how they look like." The man smirked and looked at Katrina. "You let me inside your room and you are letting me talk to you. And you don't even know my name or where I am from." "Well, you can't do anything because there are cameras so you will get caught.  I'm hooked up on an IV so they will come running when they see my pulse is going up and then just flat. And I like to know people first to actually ask their names. If I know I won't see them or I don't need to remember their names I don't ask. They also don't know if I ask them their name because we talked for a long time and it would be a bit rude to forget someone's name." Katrina now with the smirk and the man was left with his mouth closed with nothing to rebuttal it. "Fine then if you think you don't need to know my name then I guess you don't need your mother's name. Right?" Katrina had her mouth in an O shape. She grabbed a pillow from behind her and threw it. Katrina let out a small chuckle but quickly covered it by a cough. "Wow thanks for throwing a pillow at me", the man grabbed the pillow and threw it back to Katrina, "so I will gladly give it back to you." They were both laughing not noticing the door creep open. The doctor that entered cleared his thought to show his entrance. "Miss you are free to go your health seems fine and you look fine just remember to take it easy." With that, he left and Katrina's family came into view.  Luna spoke first, "So, we left you with a man that you don't even know and we come to find you to laughing like children. Are sure you don't know him he knew your name." "I just needed to tell her something that's all." The man spoke defensively. Katrina whispered what his name was. He whispered it to her making sure no one else heard. Then it was Katrina's brothers to speak, "What you leaving us out of your secrets." "No, it just something between me and him." Katrina gave a wink to Xander.

~3 hours later~

Pov Katrina

 Xander and I were talking outside of the circus tent to talk about our plans to meet my mother. I was ecstatic when I knew I could meet her in a couple of days. I know I should at least be cautious just in case if it's not her. Mama Lou seems very happy for me to be like this and so is Luna and Luke but Gabe has been a bit distance after I told them I might meet my mother. "Something bothering you." Xander turned his head around towards me but I didn't look at him. " It's nothin really." "But it's something you really want to tell someone." I rolled my eyes and faced him. "It's about my brother Gabe after I told him that I might have a chance to meet my mother he became a bit more distance. I guess since we both made a promise not to find our mothers or not talk to them if they found us. It's pretty stupid now because I'm really... I'm really happy she tried to find me and now I want to see her. Gabe had a rough childhood I'm glad he didn't have to suffer through it that much though he was thrown out at age 2. But I'm not saying it's fine what she did it's horrible but he didn't have to suffer like Luna. God, I saw her pictures as a teenager and it was... it was so horrible and I couldn't believe a person could do that to her own child." "Sounds like everyone had a rough childhood here are they not traumatized." "Of course they're traumatized well except for Luke. Luke had a good life you could call it perfect even. but whoever steps foot in here always has a story." "Did your mom have other kids besides you guys?" "Yeah, she did. She had 4 sons that were from her and 1 girl. They all died from the same disease I don't know what but that's all she said. After that, she bought this land to put whatever and you can see what she put. After a couple of years, she picked up children who were abandoned and neglected. That was her way to cope with her children's deaths she probably took 20 kids in and some did runaway never to be found and some did want her love." I took a breath and silenced myself. I looked at how dark the sky looked like I checked the time on my phone it flashed 8:50. "It looks a bit dark outside I think it's time for you to get back inside it gets chilly outside." "I was just going to say that. Are you some mind reading human or something." That both made us stop and laugh. "If I was I wouldn't use it because of peoples privacy." "Well, I would totally use it because I know people secrets and I know what people think about me." "What do you think people think about you?" "Well, I don't know I just hope they don't say anything bad." "Well, who would say bad things to such a pretty person." I felt my face heat up and I probably looked like a tomato. I put a piece of my air behind my ear. "I'm not that pretty." "Yes you are and it's getting pretty late and it's starting to get cold so get inside so you won't get sick." "Okay don't forget to come back." " I won't. Trust me because I can't forget a beauty like you." I shake my head in defeat. "If you keep talking I won't be able to go inside." "Fine. Goodbye." "Goodbye" I waved at him and he did the same. When I went inside I almost shited my self when I saw Gabe sitting on the benches. He came towards me angry looking. "Don't go back to him I don't like him. I get a bad feeling from him." His voice was dripping with venom and it didn't seem to be the Gabe I knew. "Seriously. Stop being so overprotective you jealous or something." That seemed to tick off him. He grabbed my wrist and pushed his lips against mine. I tried to get him off he was too strong. I finally kicked him in the crotch area and ran away from him.