Wired Heart

Chapter 1

Golden eyes flit across the near barren common room, watching as the few people who took up the small space of the couch chatted, their voices and tones merged into one voice, hard to make out, but easy to understand.

"Hey Kaminari! Come join us!"

The lithe boy was snapped out of his thoughts as he whipped his head around and gained the view of the fuchsia skinned female that had called him out. Soon all attention was focused on him, a sea of eyes in all colors; Green, Blue, Crimson, Black, and Brown, all trained on him. He was currently perched on one of the tall stools in the kitchen by the table, a good distance away from his classmates.

He didn't feel like socializing today.

"Nah, I'm good!"

"You sure bro? You seem kinda off."

He looked to the side and saw his spiky haired friend Kirishima, his eyes glued to him with a face of concern.

"I'm fine bro!" He put on the brightest smile he could muster, and it seemed like it was believable enough, so Kirishima dropped the subject, and continued on with his conversation with Bakugou, casting worried glances towards Kaminari every once in a while.

He ignored them.

Slowly, everyone else's attention was diverted back to their private conversations. Kaminari slowly rose off his perch and trudged to his dorm room, locking the door behind him and flopping on his bed. He never understood why he brought it anyways, it's not like he actually slept often; all he needed was a good charge and he was good as new.

Mostly, anyways.

Kaminari knew that not sleeping had repercussions, and boy had he experienced them; the fuzzy head, moodiness, the inability to focus, the difficulty he had while learning something new in class, etc.

But he didn't care, just as long as he didn't have to remember them.

He doesn't want to remember.

He slowed his rapid breathing down, and quieted his heavy breathing. It wasn't the silence of the room that gave him comfort, but being able to hear his heart beating, keeping him alive, he found it's rhythm quite comforting, actually.

Thump..

Thump..

Thump..

He felt his eyes close and the world fade away as he focused on the rhythm.

Thump..

Thump..

Thump..

But he knew he couldn't stay here forever, it was around dinnertime now, so he slowly dragged himself off the bed and made his way out of the comfort of his quaint little room.

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Dinner was the same as usual; the loud, merging conversations, with the occasional argument mixed in, the sea of moving colors that resembled hair and eyes, and clashing personalities sitting together debating. Sometimes living here reminded Kaminari of a bootstrap paradox; no matter what happened throughout the day, the end result was always the same. It was like an endless loop; He woke up, took classes, had lunch, went back to the dorms, had dinner then charged, and maybe he even slept on a rare occasion. Some people found comfort and serenity in such loops, knowing that no matter what, they'd be fine because it would never change.

It made Kaminari sick.

Sometimes the occasional new experience would happen, like someone gets drastically injured during training, or he gets a better grade than usual, but he considers these events so minuscule that they don't really count anymore. People have often called him apathetic for wanting more, they say he's gone numb to reality, expecting more.

He ignores them.

Kaminari has these little detached phases though, where he'll go insensate to everything, and stop smiling. He'll stop joking around, stop flashing his big, bright smile, and go dull and quiet. He can't prevent these moments, but he does shorten them. He'll make sure he's away from the luminescent joy of the rest of his classmates when this happens, he doesn't ever want to be the one to ruin the mood of the room.

He hates ruining things.

His parents on the other hand, believe that's all he'll ever be good for; neglecting him for as long as he can remember, and eventually abandoning him to live this desolate life as soon as U.A mentioned the word 'dorms'. He doesn't try to mess thing up, but sometimes he can't help it, such as his so called 'whey' state, where everything is just one painful blur of laughing faces and migraines.

He did have amazing moments in his life, few, but they're definitely there.

He remembered how elated he was when he first received the acceptance letter to U.A, he had cried then, but they were happy tears, because he had finally done something right. He remembered when he met the 'Bakusquad', and how they had welcomed him with open arms and smiling faces.

During Kaminari's reminiscence, he hadn't heard the knock on his door until the person had already come in.

"Kaminari-kun?"

Golden eyes rose up to meet emerald.

"Oh, hi Midoriya! Do ya need something?"

"U-Um, we need more groceries, a-and the class nominated y-you.."

Ah, so they needed an errand boy.

"Oh! Don't worry, I've got it, I can head out right now!"

"Ok, s-sorry for b-bothering you"

"It's no problem!"

As Midoriya turned around and quietly shut the door, Kaminari let the smile drop from his face.

Of course he only came for an errand, no one ever needs me for anything.

With a resolved sigh, he slowly got up and headed to town.

This is the Fnaf and Bnha crossover I said I'd make! As you can see, I'm working on making longer chapters and working on my angsty writing. And don't worry, the Fnaf parts come up later, I just got to set up everything first! Also, a quick disclaimer, none of the Fnaf characters are actually in this, but I am somewhat basing this off of the franchise, mainly Sister Location. This is a full on dedicated work that I'm putting my all into, I will update Ship Shots still, but this is now my main focus. There won't be any authors notes after this unless it's something urgent, but I do hope you enjoy!