My Dark Thoughts

Depressed

I feel sad,unwanted,useless and upset
There's a place bottled up in my heart where all my pain is kept
I feel like jumping, singing, going out and making friends
Anything to take me away from the demons in my head
I am mad,broken, there's an anchor on my chest
Why can't I be normal like everybody else?
I feel like I'm drowning in a sea of sorrow
Everybody's mocking me, not knowing I'll be dead tomorrow
I can't be open, I've been hurt too many times
How will I ever trust you when all I get is lies?
I'll only learn to fall in love if I fly first
And that's impossible, so well, fuck feelings.

Hey guys, so that's the first, made when I really hated life, which is most of the time.
Hope you liked it.

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