Rewrite The Stars

Addison Montgomery

I stare at my window and my heart beats fast again.

I'm paranoid.

Should I tell someone?? What will their reactions be?? Will they believe me??

Is it actually called rape?? Did something really did happen??

I wanna talk to Quintin so bad... But I'm scared... Because what if something really happened??

How do I deal with this stuff??

It's too scary.

You won't even know the trauma until it happens to you.

I close my fist and begin to cry.

I shouldn't have drink too much.

I take my phone and open my Instagram app.

I search for Quintin's account and message him.

"Hey! About the party. Did something happen??"

I take a deep breath and start shaking.
I wanna scream for help but it feels like no one can hear me.

I calm myself down and press send.

And here I am hoping for the best.

Suddenly I hear a knock on my door.

I wipe my tears and try to smile.

"Come in!" I smile.

The door opens and Zabdiel enters the room.

He's bringing another Almond Blossom bouquet and a pizza.

He places it on my table and smile.

"How is my guy doing??" He smiles.

Tears are about to fall but I stop myself and smile at him.

I know that I'm safe in Zabdiel's arms but I don't know what I'm feeling anymore.

I want to hug him tight and be here for me forever at the same time I want to push him away because I don't want to hurt him. He doesn't deserve it. I don't deserve him.

"feeling any better now??" He smiles.

I nod and try to smile.

"Jade and Denise is coming. They want to talk to you... When are you coming back to school??" Zabdiel ask.

"when I feel better. I think" I smile coldly.

He moves closer to me and hugs me tight.

"is there anything I can do to make you feel better??" He smiles as we pull apart.

I touch his cheek and kiss him.

"You always make me feel better Zabdiel" I smile at him.

He smiles back and holds my hand.

"come with me" He smile as He takes my hand.

"where??" I smile.

"do you trust me??" He asks.

I nod and follow him.

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I hate surprises.

Especially when I'm blindfolded.

"I don't want to trip Zabdiel" I chuckle.

"don't worry you're in good hands" I can hear him chuckle.

He's holding me from behind.

"Take a few steps" Zabdiel guides me gently to where we're going.

"are we there yet??" I ask.