Rewrite The Stars

Addison Montgomery

I Love You...

Shit!!!! I just told Zabdiel Rodriguez how I feel for him.

Shit!! Shit!! Shit!!

I'm such an idiot!! An unimaginable idiot!

What makes you think saying I love you to him will happen Addison??

He'll just going to be grossed out because HE IS STRAIGHT!!

I just violated the gay code.

Never fall in love with a straight guy.

But I did. I fall for Zabdiel Rodriguez.

Last night was a mistake.

Now how am I supposed to face Zabdiel after what happened??

I put my books on my locker and the bell rings. It's time for lunch.

I close my locker and walk towards the cafeteria and see Jade, Finn, Jordan and Zabdiel sitting together.

I smile at Zabdiel but he didn't smile back.

He's probably grossed out already.

It's like I betrayed him because I'm in love with him and I know that he's straight.

I look around the cafeteria and see Denise sitting alone.

And she looks so sad so I walk towards her and sit across her.

"Hey!" I smile at her.

"Hey" she smirks.

"are you okay??" I ask.

"Nope just heartbroken" she sighs.

I really feel sorry for her. She deserves to be happy so now I'm going to do something that will forever crash my world.

"Have you ever like somebody so much that you just want to lock yourself in your room turn on Adele or Coldplay or Sam Smith or LANY and cry??" She sighs.

Yeah... Actually I have my crush on middle school He is so hot. he's got this electric blue eyes and blondish brown hair.

And a pink kissable lips and I like him so much that I lock myself in my room listening to All out of Love by: Air supply.

He confessed his feelings for me but it's too late cause he's moving to Canada. It was hard back then. Because like him I wasn't out yet.

And we have to hide everything.

His name is Deon. I miss him but I already moved on.

"No! Why would someone do that??" I smile awkwardly

"lucky you" She smile coldly.

"hey if you really like Zabdiel I can help you talk to him" I smile.

"really?? You would do for to me??" she smiles.

If I set her up to Zabdiel. Zabdiel will forget what happened last night.

Also if he's busy making out with her he'll forget about our deal and he won't stop me from killing myself.

And it's a win-win case.

I smile staring at Denise.

"Yes! Denise I would definitely help you with Zabdiel" I smile.

"wow Thanks Addison" she smiles.

"you are so welcome!" I smile.

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