So in love (Sweeran)

Insanely in love

Ed’s POV

"Ugh" Claire moaned beneath me. I kept my eyes on her chest, moving at the same pace as her breathing, my both hands on her waist. She grabbed my left arm with an immeasurable strength, the pain keeping me aware of where I was.

Make up sex? I didn’t remember agreeing with that.

I remembered hours of fighting, hours of yelling, hours of explanations. But now I was with her, in bed, and the only thing I could think about was keeping my focus. I had to remind myself of how hot she was. I had to remind myself to look at her. What the fuck?

"Faster, Ed" She murmured, interrupting my thoughts. And I just obeyed.

I heard her moaning again as I increased the pace, trying not to think. Moving faster seemed to wake me up, to the point where I was almost there, almost collapsing with all her warmth. I exhaled, my hands now on the bed. Then I looked up to her face. I realized she wasn’t who I was expecting to see.

“What the…" I let out. I stopped moving.

"What?" Taylor asked, underneath me. It was definitely not Claire; The blonde hair was all over her face, her blue eyes staring at me, confused.

But I just heard Claire’s voice…

"Did I do something wrong?" She mumbled, stroking my arm, giving me goosebumps.

"Hmm… I just thought…" I started, completely confused by everything. How did I end up having sex with Taylor? How the hell did that happened?

I shook my head slightly, then I looked at her face again. She was still staring at me, with a worried look, her eyebrows furrowed. She was breathing heavily, her face all sweaty, which, in this situation, made her a little… Sexy. Then, I couldn’t help but look down at her breasts. I couldn’t help but think that they would fit perfectly in my hands…

No, no, no. What the fuck are you doing?

"Ed?" She asked, a lot more worried now, then moved her waist a little bit. That’s when I realized I still was inside of her. Holy sh… ”Do you want to stop?”

Of course we should stop, I thought. I didn’t even know how we ended up here in the first place!

But, dear God.

Looking at her… Everything about her made me think otherwise.

"No, I-I’m fine" The words escaped from my lips, almost without my consent.

Before I could focus on Taylor’s response, I suddenly I felt a hand on my shoulder, followed by a falling feeling.

"Ed!" It was definitely someone else that touched me, not her. I jumped on the bed, scared. "Man, wake up."

Now feeling the lights of the room on my face, I realized that my brother’s voice was actually bringing me to reality, and that Taylor wasn’t naked; She wasn’t even here. Then, it came to me it was all a dream.

I sighed while seeing my brother tapping my shoulder again.

"You didn’t answer your phone for hours. Mom was worried" He said.

"Oh" I shook my head, not yet fully awake.

"Bad dream?" He asked. I stared at the ceiling, intrigued. I felt warm and startled, and a bit amazed… But I should feel disgusted. Yeah. I should feel awful.

"No…" I mumbled, almost embarrassed.

"Okay… Then get dressed. I’ll be waiting downstairs so you can tell me why the hell was going on before I got here."