Kenya
I woke up this morning happy , loving the way I look .
My hair is curly and full , looking like a crown on my head .
I've always wanted to slap a perm on my head and look like the other black girls at my school but my mama won't let me.
She says I should embrace my curly crown .
Why would I want silky straight flowing hair anyway right ?
That's so "ugly" .
I wish I could say that but at the same time I'm happy with my nappy crown .
I don't know why but sometimes I get nervous when I go to school , I feel like it's just another day in battle with ignorant Jaron .
With every bump and curve ,closer to school I can feel my stomach twist in worry .
I don't know the issue he has with me , I guess he can't handle looking at all this sexy coco everyday .
I never said anything to him or even knew his name when the first insult came my way , it was like he looked at me and thought .
She's a darkskin girl , I can make fun of her and degrade her soul for my own pleasure like so many black boys do .
I've been insulted by my own race then any other . I wonder why it's like that ? .
I stopped thinking about Jaron and hopped off the bus with the other kids I don't talk to .
I don't consider myself a loner but I only have 1 friend Omya. My friend and self confidence booster all in one , I tell her what happens with Jaron and he's friends she tells me that I should just pop his ass . But she know I'm not the type to do that .
Jaron is a problem I just can't solve .
If this situation was like it was in the movies I would have a fine ass man fuck Jaron up and we would get married and have some cute babies.But it's not like that .
This is real life .
And Jaron is not going away anytime soon .
I hiked up my backpack , struggling through the packed hallway . I hate going through time square people just stop there knowing damn well people actually wanna go to class .
I hate time square for another reason too .
Jaron .
I never look left . Him and he's little squad stand by the wall like a army ready to degrade ever person they see .
I could feel jaron's eyes burning the side of my cheek and trailing down my body . I felt my body panic , by the fear of being assaulted . I pushed people out my way and quickly raced down the main hallway and into the bathroom .
I let out a sign of relief as I looked into the mirror .
You could say that the bathroom is my safe haven . The only place jaron CAN'T go , thank god he isn't a girl .
If he was a girl I'd fuck him up !!!!
A smile bursted on my lips of how big of a lie that was .
If he was a girl it would be much worse . I probably would transfer schools , not like the thought hasn't popped up in my mind already .
I just know that if he was a girl . I wouldn't be able to handle it as well.
I fluffed up my hair and walked out of the bathroom . A sick feeling tickled my stomach , damn why did I do to this bathroom when my class is back there .
I would have to pass jaron again .
I crossed my fingers and hoped he's slow self had gone to class but I wasn't lucky , I turned my face a millimeter and made direct eye contact .
I quickly shot my eyes away from he's and kept walking .
Panic bubbled in my stomach .
It erupted when I heard he's deep raspy voice call my name .
"Aye Kenya " .
I acted like I didn't here him and jogged quickly up the stairs .
He called me again he's voice shaking from jogging up the stairs .
I rolled my eyes giving up escaping, and turned around giving him a evil look .
"Bitch don't look at me like that with your burnt ass" he said harshly .
"I can look at your stupid ass anyway I want " I snapped back .
He looked at me coldly .
"Go suck a dick , dark knight " he said bumping me out of he's way .
There was no reason for his ass to talk to me . I hate jaron , I bite down on my lip as I followed him into our first hour , bracing myself for what he was going to say to me during class.
I seat down and sighed .
I'm Hoping to god my poker face won't crack today .
YOU ARE READING
Divided
RomanceKenya and Kayla are opposite in everything . Shades and all but they have on thing in common a boy . Which team will he pick ? They're divided like many of us with team are you on?