Divided

Hakim

I get what I want when I want it and Kenya is one of them. And it's funny cause I'm not attracted to girls like her , they loud , manly and they do too much . But Kenya is different she ain't like the other dark skin hoes I see on a daily basis.

Yea she cute for a darkskin . Am I trying to date her ? , nope but I will smash most definitely.

Being a young black man has its advantages when it comes to girls and sports . White girls kiss my ass like I'm a God and I fucking love it , they do whatever and whenever .

I'm just taking a little break from them while I try to conquer Kenya then I'll be back .

I was walking down the hallway towards my locker when I saw kayla's pretty light skin self strutting towards me mad as fuck .

"Hakim I need to talk to you about Kenya" she said frowning . What about her I asked looking at her titties poking through her shirt .

"Y'all talk or what cause it's like Jaron and her got something going on " she said bitterly .

" Yea i think so but not much has happened why ,cause I know Jaron likes her . I'm thinking about not trying to get with her no more ".

She looked at me disgusted.

"Hakim ,jaron doesn't like THAT bitch ok ? , you can't give up on Kenya she likes you . I need you to keep her the fuck away from Jaron ."

This hoe really like this nigga .

"And if I don't ? , you only want me to fuck with Kenya so Jaron can pay attention to your obsessed ass " . I said smiling at a pissed off Kayla .

" Let's not do this okay nigga , if you keep fucking with Kenya I'll give you something you've always wanted when you saw me " .

I looked at her shocked .

"You're saying you gonna let me fuck if I make Kenya my girl ? " I asked her laughing .

"IF , you make that bitch your girlfriend I'll let you fuck me but if we fuck it stays between me and you ok nigga , cause I'm trying to make Jaron my nigga and I don't want him thinking I fucked all the niggas he know " she said smiling at me weakly .

I couldn't help but laugh. "Yo you wild Kayla , but Imma take your offer , you better be ready when I make Kenya my girl ".

She rolled her eyes and was about To walk away when I grabbed her arm .

"But why all this for a nigga like Jaron he ain't shit ". I asked disgustingly

She looked at me blankly . " I like Jaron , even though He's an asshole I know he got a good heart it just looks like he got a few issues and also I'll be damned if i let a burnt bitch I hate take a nigga like that away from me ". She said bitterly

I watched as Kayla disappeared into the packed hallway .

She cute as hell but the bitch crazy .

Jaron .

After Kenya slapped the the semi hell out of me , I talked her into meeting with me after school again . It's the weekend and I don't wanna go home, I'd rather be with Kenya .

I couldn't help but smile . Fuck I'd rather be with anybody and anywhere then go home .

I was thinking about my situation when I saw Kenya slowly coming down the school steps looking more stressed the closer she got to me . I tried to give her a smile but it came out weak as hell cause I low key made myself depressed thinking about going home .

She stopped in front of me clueless of what too do next . " let's take a walk I know you live around here ". She didn't say anything and started to walk .

I looked at Kenya while we walked in silence.
I know Kenya doesn't know the real me , and most people don't but I'm gonna make an effort . I got issues and one thing I've always envied about Kenya is that she seemed comfortable in her skin when I lashed all the hate I could think up to her . She knows her skin is brown and dark , she knows her hair ain't straight and she knows that she ain't society's miss America.

While I'm over here still trying to accept that I will never be a white man like my brothers or my mother or the rest of my family and will always be seen as a black man to everybody who lays eyes on me . It's fucked up and I know it but I've always been jealous of her because of that .

I sighed a big sigh and raked my fingers through my hair . I don't know what I should say, should I say Kenya I know I've been an asshole every since we meet but give me a chance cause I'm sprung on you ????

" Kenya hold on, let's stop right here ".

I licked my lips as she looked at me blankly with her brown eyes . Damn she won't show no emotion making me nervous as hell .

"First of all I just wanna say I'm sorry, and I mean it , I've been bullying you since forever and i know you didn't do anything to me , and when it comes to what I've already said to you about you know me l-l-liking you I'm dead ass about that and I know you don't like me and that's cool I just wanna know if we can be friends ?".

I placed my head on the back of my head as she scrunched her face in confusion .

"You wanna be friends ? , with me ?" She asked smiling in awe .

"I'm sorry but I don't wanna be friends with you, we're nothing alike " she said giving me a look .

"You can't say that when you don't know me , have we ever talked ? You just don't wanna actually believe that I'm trying to be nice to your annoying ass !".

She started to walk away from me .

"Wait damn".

"I'm just finding it hard to believe you change out of the blue , was you thinking you like me when you was trying to kill my self of steam or laughing about my hair and my skin to your ignorant friends ? Like please Jaron ". She said waving her hand dismissing me .

" yea I was thinking that I like you when I was doing that shit , people act like they don't like stuff all the time but in reality they do , I told you I'm fucking sorry what you want me to do I can't reverse time and make your life better and mine too! " I yelled .

"You have a fucking problem Jaron " Kenya said with attitude .

"I already know that , but don't act like I'm not here right know trying to fix what I've done too you ".

She rolled her eyes and looked directly into mine . She let out a weak sigh . " You know I'm too nice , I hate yo ass and you're asking me to be friends ?

"Yea all I wanna do is become friends, I want you to get to know me and if you still don't fuck with me like that I won't bother you again ."

"Ok but to be friends you gonna have to be seen with me at school and in pubilc ? Is This just some undercover "friendship " to make your self feel better or ?" She asked raising one of her eyebrows .

I rolled my eyes at her stupid ass question .

"It ain't no undercover friendship , I'm trying to be your friend " .

"Yea okkaay cause I like hakim". She said with attitude.

" That ain't gonna work but whatever and pretty soon I'm gonna be more then a friend ".

She looked at me crazy . "I highly doubt "

"Bet " I said as I watched her walk away .

You gonna be mine .