Today I had track try outs......I suck at running, and I don't think I an gonna make it....my heart was beating so fast, that when my friend felt my heartbeat her face fell, she was worried...
I was scared, and u knew that I wasn't gonna do well.....I got 42 out of 42.....I got last, and I know somethings made me get last like...
My asthma, the cold weather which makes me cough, I haven't gotten much sleep, I haven't been able to eat, I feel I'll, and that I have gotten terrible headaches....
I was so angry too!! A girl that is younger than me tried to race me, she was being really rude......and when running a bunch if people were crowded, and so there was mud flying when people were running, and people were just pushing you into the back!
I have gotten such a tight schedule....I had to present, tomorrow I have a field trip that involves me missing almost all my classes, which is hard to get caught up on...and I have to try and get in shape, but not push myself so hard...
....I don't think I am gonna make it...but I will still keep hoping!💜
