I feel like a burden, I cause trouble for everyone.....I am clumsy and break things, I have to ask for replacements.....but I can never get cause we are to poor, and I hate having to spend hard worked money a useless person......I am sorry, I am sorry that I have caused huge mess in people's life.....I have done nothing goid in someone's life, I am a useless person....a person that makes things worse.......
I am sorry to you, my friends, and family.......I can't help but have those bad thoughts again.....
.....if I took that action, my mom wouldn't have such a huge burden on her, I would get my father out of my life....make my brothers have more freedom, my friends would be more happy without me....
I am sorry, I can't write anymore.....I can only cry alone....
Love you💜
