THE GANGSTER'S DIARY

1st Entry

1st Entry

Heck! What do I have to call you?! Diary?! Gross! That's just girly and damn, I'm a freaking gangster for pete's sake! Damn, I don't even know why I have you in the first place!

Tsk! Kung anu-anong kababalagahan na naman kasi ang pumapasok sa kukote ng nanay ko! Don't get me wrong, I love my mom to bits! Yun nga lang, minsan may mga bagay siyanv ginagawa na ni kami ng tatay at kapatid ko, hindi maintindihan.

And yeah, you've guessed it right. Giving me this notebook includes in the list. It's almost a month since we all came back from Korea and suddenly, she gave me this thing put of nowhere! Ano namang gagawin ko dito?

"Blakey ko~!"paglalambing ni mom habang papasok ng kwarto ko. Well, it just happened last night.

 

"Mom..."agad akong yumakap dito. Yeah, I'm not like those other guys who were fcking shy to show their affection to their moms. Para sakin, kung mahal ko, bakit ako mahihiyang ipakita yun? Lalo na sa sarili ko pang ina, I just don't get their freaking way of thinking...

 

Mama's Boy?! Nah, and why do I have to give a damn to what others would say? They don't fcking care about my life and have any say on what I have to do with it. Minsan nga sa sobrang pagka-sweet ko kay mom, pati si dad, pinagseselosan ako! Haha! Sarap kayang pikunin nun! Minsan lang makahirit kay dad eh, haha!

 

I backhugged my mom as I asked her, "Mom, anything you need?"

 

Lumayo uto sa yakap saka ako nginitian. Damn, my mom's smiles! If ever I'm going to marry someone, I wanted her to possess such angelic smile like my mom's. No wonder dad has fallen for her.

 

"Blakey boy ko, may regalo si mommy sayo!"

 

"Gift? Para saan po? Hindi ko pa naman po birthday, isa pa, malayo pa po iyon huh?"nagtatakang tanong ko.

 

Kinurot nito ang tenga ko. Yeah, unlike others, my family is fond of pinching me in my ears instead of my cheeks. Oo na, ako nang malaki ang tenga -___-...

 

Eto naman! Hindi ba pwedeng bigyan ng regalo ang baby ko ng walang dahilan? And this gift I'm going to give you is something that could change your life forever."

 

Natigilan ako sa oarang malalim na sinabi ni mom. Could change my life forever? What the heck does she mean by that?

 

Masuyong tinapik nito ang ulo ko, "Just trust me on this, arasseo?"

 

"Ne, ara."I just said telling her that I understand.

 

Pagkasabi nito ay iniwan ako nito matapos konng kuhanin mula kay mom ang isang lumang notebook. Sa sobrang luma nga ay parang naninilaw na ang mga pahina nito at mukhang marupok na pero hindi naman  mukhang masisira agad.

 

So, what the fck am I going to do with this?!

Mom just told me to treat this notebook as a journal. At bilang mabuting anak, ito na nga ang ginagawa ko. Tsk! Ano pa bang magagawa ko! Makatulog na nga at maaga pa nga pala akong gigising bukas! May utos nga pala agad si Dad sa tropa bukas na iligtas yung babaing anak nina Tito Lucas at Tita Sophia.

May anak pala silang babae, noh? Haven't heard of her...

-Blake