26th Entry

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26th Entry

If there's something I wanted to do right now---if I will be given the chance---that would be to punch the hell out of that bastard's face for even letting tears fall from MY angel's eyes.

Even for now, I'm letting myself be selfish with her and take care of her all by myself. If that would be the only way to shield her from all this pain that she's going through, Id rather be a sinner and let myself burn in guilt. I'd rather choose to be on my own in this hell than dragging her with me.

As I lay her gently on her bed, I can still notice the traces of tears that stream on her face. She also continues to unconsciously mutter that bastard's name in her sleep, begging him not to leave her and asking him if he still loves her. I just heavily sighed as I run my fingers on her hair.

I just hope this painful reality won't turn into nightmares for her---

---even if it already is.

-Blake

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