⤞ the letter ⤝

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It is now six at night
the clock still ticking
through the silence as to my delight
dark and lingering.

Shall the demons get to me
for that, I have no information
but let them be
for they are my bittersweet commotion.

I love you so much
five words, written in black
my thumb with its soft touch
above every letter and back.

Such short words
with a deeply hidden purpose
a hidden story that is unheard
whilst to me, a pain in cursive.

Surrounding it with its four corners
all ends that cannot inflict pain
torture
but so cannot crumple, I strain.

Frustration and defeat
eyes almost drowning
memories, an affliction on repeat
not worth remembering.

Oh, but a deception
why must I lie
with no redemption
three syllables, that I have not bid goodbye.

Why must I hurt my heart
while staring at the paper
from it, I can't depart
for thyself, can't make a falter.

Already folded in two
now closing my eyes
what has my life become into?
now the time flies.

Then appear
one single tear.

-A-

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