This is going to be an honest chapter, so just know that.
I know what you're thinking: "Oh my gosh, what did I do?! What did I do to make him think this?!"
The answer is nothing. It wasn't you; it was me.
Let me explain:
I joined Wattpad around 2016-2017, and I made my first account called Dinosaur1039. I got so addicted to Wattpad, that I made another account! It's the account in which is posting this chapter!
Over the years and time I've been here, Wattpad has given me the highest of highs at times. But it also has given me the lowest of lows. Wattpad has given me friendship and joy! But it also gave me stress, and fear of judgment.
Truth is, what it boils down to, I care for my own human life. I don't know about you guys, but I want a healthy future! And let's be honest:
What is roleplaying going to help with in my future life?
Nothing. Roleplaying and doing anything related isn't going to get me to college. College's don't give a crap if you roleplayed or not! They care about your creativity, ingenuity, and intelligence.
Writing is helpful, and I have to agree there. But worrying if my friends hate me, or wondering if I posted often on my RP book isn't helpful. I need to take responsibility of my life.
That's why, after Summer, I will very rarely be online. The most you may see from me is a chapter I upload on other books or upload on this book every few weeks.
I'm going to be doing Khan Academy, IXL, and trying to learn more. I have high standards for myself, and I'm not going to let Wattpad hold me back from them.
I will still be active on Middle School, but from High School and on I will no longer be partaking in any roleplaying.
I am deleting my previous books and keeping only the ones I like ( Including this one, KATA, and Wilted Roses )
I'm sorry guys, but when it comes down it I care about myself. You all might care for everyone, but I need to worry about what MY future is. Not yours, and not anybody else's!
I'm thinking of posting Youtube content again, being a replacement for Wattpad. I will do my best to talk to you, but just know if you barely hear from me after summer...just know that I'm setting a path to my future.
I suggest you do too. I love you guys to bits and pieces, and I would hate to see you rotting on the street corner. Or dead in your living room.
So don't worry about me! I haven't died, and I have no intent on leaving planet earth. Just know I'm setting a path to my future career. I'm going to live life to the fullest.
