MUSE | Taeyong

Part 1: The Lecture

   You scrutinized the many lines of various lengths and curvatures that made up the design of your organic building. Your trained eye could pick out the angles were all correct, every detail arithmetically precise, but the building simply didn't invoke any sort of passion in you. The lines were exactly just that; lines and none of the functional utility of the drawing gave way to any sort of creativity. It was like staring at a paper you've written on for hours with invisible ink, only to realize that you've forgotten the point and nothing made sense because you didn't have any way of reading it.

A sigh escapes your lips as you stand up from your stool, a satisfying "crack" resounding throughout the empty room when you stretch your poor back. You roll your head back in a circle, refreshing your eyes from the hours spent on staring at a piece of blue paper hung up on the angled drawing board. 1, 2, 3, you count as you extend your arms out to relieve the muscles from the lack of exertion of a few hours.

Panting after the stretch, you stare at the drawing again. No matter how hard you stared, the drawing desk could not turn into a dirt-stained pottery wheel, nor could the many rulers suddenly morph into chisels, worn with constant use. It was hopeless really, as hopeless as you actually manage to put together a comprehensive design for your architecture final. 

Your phone vibrated on the side table and your eyes dart over to the screen. It lay in a halo of rulers and pencils, erasers dotting the surface of the table like water droplets while pencil sketches were interspersed haphazardly. A messy desk was the sign of a messy mind, after all; you just hoped it didn't reflect in your work.

Olivia, one of your friends at the private arts college you both attended, informed you to "hurry the fuck up" and meet her at the quad. You frowned, not recalling the reason why, but ah-ing when the reason came to you. A famous artist, whom with Olivia was absolutely enamored, was delivering a speech in one of the lecture halls on campus and she wanted you to come along. It escaped your reasoning on why your presence was needed (You were an architect major. What use was an abstract painter's advice to you?) but you agreed anyway, even if she was acting like some silly teenage girl attending a concert.

Sighing, you did your best to organize the pathetic mess on your workshop table and gave up as soon as you started. What was the point anyway? It was going to be a quick trip, after all. You gathered your essential things in your bag and strode determinedly out of the workshop and into the maze of hallways that made up the famed Pearsons School of Design. The midday sun that greeted you outside was a welcome replacement for the fluorescent lighting in the workshop.

Your friend, in her signature monochrome ensemble, was tapping her foot impatiently as she shielded her eyes from the sun. A surge of envy and sadness rose up at the sight of her paint-splattered tote bag and her stained fingers. You admired Olivia for her braveness at pursuing her passion, but also grew green-eyed at the sort of tired joy in her eyes when she recounted her brush technique class. You sighed and continued walking through the quad, feeling the sunlight warming your skin and melting away your worries. Her disgruntled expression turned even sourer when she caught sight of you moseying along slowly, admiring the subtle details in the greenery and architecture.

"This is no time for you to enjoy nature! We've got to get there soon and grab some front row seats before half of the damn campus floods in!" she lectures grabs your arm. You roll your eyes and increase your pace to keep up, and you both speed walk to the lecture hall.

The lecture hall of Pearsons School of Design was the pride and joy of its students and alumni. Designed by one of the alumni of the architecture department, it was a huge, intimidating structure made out of glass and metal in the spirit of postmodern design. A dome made completely out of glass soared over the amphitheater-style seating surrounding a central stage, the signature blood-red banners of your college hanging in this way and that way. Usually used for special occasions, this hall wasn't your run of the mill lecture hall but rather a bold statement of creativity.

Even after having attended the venue multiple times, you couldn't help but be amazed at its sheer size and impressive design. However, the room was filled with loud chatter and buzz, teeming with students and staff. 

"Look! Over there!" Olivia exclaimed and tugged you in the direction of the inner ring of seats. You were surprised she could even see over the mass of people with her short stature, and that there happened to be seats available in the huge crowd.

As soon as the pair of you took your seats, a hush swept over the audience. Chitchat is smothered with the blanket of silence and the echoes of conversation no longer reverb across the hall, only a sort of nervous buzz signifying anticipation.

"Good afternoon, everyone. Today is-" your headmaster droned on in a monotone voice.
"This old man needs to hurry the fuck up, my god!" Olivia grumbled, resting her chin on her palm.

You roll your eyes and your thoughts drift to other trivial things. Did you water your plants? Did you save the latest design model in your hard drive? Was the hot barista still working at-
Applause resounds around the lecture hall as your headmaster steps down from the stage and hands the microphone over to a man with sunset orange hair and a slender build. His stage presence was immediately more noticeable than your headmaster's. Him in his black slacks and oxford shirt with rolled to the sleeves attracted the crowd's attention like bees to honey.

"Ehem."

Olivia, beside you, squeals in delight while you lean forward, intrigued by this man. 

"As you may know, I am Lee Taeyong, an artist, and alumni of Pearsons," he bows slightly and your American classmates murmur about his Korean heritage.

"Today, I would like to talk about inspiration." 

He started pacing the stage, walking in circles to address each part of the circular auditorium.

"Inspiration is something easy to find, yet rather hard to grasp. It's difficult to wrestle with something you see or feel onto a canvas or block of clay that makes sense. But this is basic knowledge to all of you, right?" he grins and the crowd laughs.

As the speech continues, you can never take your eyes off the painter. Lee Taeyong seemed to embody the abstract art he was so famous for, his presence departing independently from the reality around him. It was almost like there was the crowd, the stage, and then him. He cut an alternate shape in the fabric of reality and somehow, and that drew your attention.

"However, inspiration is more than what helps me pick up my paintbrush at 2 am and to pay the bills; it is an energy that I have to constantly grapple with. Inspiration will drive you to your limits or bog you down like an anchor, it can either eat at your mind or push you towards your boundaries. It can consume you or it will be the one that feeds you." 

"Inspiration cannot be underestimated; it is just as much as an energy as the electricity that lights up this building and the kinetic energy in physics. Do not take it for granted; you are under its spell, after all."

Taeyong's lecture comes to an end and he bows, which shakes the whole hall out of its trance and into thunderous applause. Your classmates and many staff actually stand up to give this man a standing ovation, which rarely happens. Olivia, by your side, is still starstruck and tugged at your arm in excitement while you suddenly snap out of your daze. Even though you feel like the floor has been taken from beneath your feet, you regain the use of your limbs and get up to applaud.