1:24 am//poetry

{e i g h t y t h r e e}

I'm scared.
I refuse to let myself love you.
It's better this way.
This way I won't get my heart broken when you leave.
You're leaving in a year and six months.
This way I won't have to be rejected.
You don't love me and you never will, at least not like that.
If anything happens it's only going to end in pain.
Darling, I'm simply trying to spare myself and save you.