1:24 am//poetry

{e i g h t y o n e}

A backup.
That's all I've been my whole life.
I've always been everyones backup.
I'm never anyone's first choice.
For once in my life, I want to be the single most important person in someones life. I'm sick of playing the support system for people when I can barely deal with my own problems. I don't want to be the girl you go to when no else will listen. I want someone to see me as their first, as their favorite. I'm done with one way relationships where I'm the only one that ends up hurt. I want you to miss me for once. I want more.