i love him // E.G.D

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Kyla
Day 3 of Vegas
( she has been there for 2 days because im too lazy)

Dont leave

You said your never gonna leave

Ky?

Kyla

"Shut up" i groan making cereal.

I walk downtown to a nearby shop as i go to walk into the shop the last thing i see is white... nothing but white and a shadow... "be safe" the shadow whispered and my eyes shut.

Next day (day 4)

I wake up in a hospital room "great" i say trying to move my arm but failed and noticed it was in a cast. I hear muffled footsteps down "my modelling courier is over for a few" i sigh as i stare up at the roof "he never came" i teared up as i reach for my phone and scroll through instagram

Ethandolan: she means so much to me even just looking at her

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I cried to myself knowing it wasnt me and i scroll through the comments

Dolanfanxo: i hope its kyla yall were cute

Graysondolan: bro.

Hannahsky: whatever.

Bryant: yeeeeettt

Dolxns: oof i think its not kyla

Rndomdols: he doesnt look that happy as he used to

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I then took a photo of my arm and posted it

itzkyla: las vegas didnt go well. I deserve it, i need some time to think.

Graysondolan: what?!?! WHAT HAPPENED DUDE

hannahsky: oh not what happened

Dolxns: now we know she wasnt with ethan

Presseddolans: im in tears it wasnt her and ethan.

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I cried against my pillow trying to ignore the fact that he said he loved me like 5 days ago and he already moved on, 4 years of nothing but him using me.I look up at the roof as the nurse comes in "you will be able to leave whenever your tests show your healthy enough" she smiles as i nod "od you have anyone to pick you up" she asks as i shake my head "ill order an uber" she says as i smile and nod getting out of bed.

I reach my hotel and pack my bags leaving out a pair of clothes for tomorrow. Then my phone starts ringing eth🤦❤ as i leave it ringing and walk off as he facetimes me again

What did she already leave you i say with a frown

Uh how are you he asks looking up and smiling

Was doing better when you werent facetiming me thanks i sit down on my bed

Uhm yea ok he bites the inside of his cheek which means hes either upset lieing or nervous and right now i think hes hurt

Whats wrong i ask as he shakes his head

Nothing he smiles lookong up at his girlfriend as she kisses him and i glare at them

I won him over she winks

You wait when i come back to LA i hiss as ethan looks from his girlfriend to me

And i was coming back tomorrow actually but i feel like being my old self remember our little thing we used to do to everyone called a fuck and run i glare at him as he nods

Dont expect me to come back any sooner ethan tell your girlfriend that she can have everything you heart the bracelet i made and you know what why dont you make her macaroni she can replace me for as long as you want just dont come back home anytime sooner maybe sleep with her for another month i lie trying not to my the inside of my cheek but fail as he starts to tear up and i hang up.

"Fuck it" i mutter getting in my car and drive all the way back to los angeles.

"Im... back" i smile to hannah who runs up and hugs me "dont leave me please" she says as i sigh "im fine chill" i chuckle as grayson gets up "ethans being a dick to all of us" he sighs "well he is staing at his girlfriends for a little while longer" i tell them as i walk upstiars "he called me" i sigh and walk into our room. As i hear a door slam and ethan yelling "oh fuck sakes where is she" he yells, he has changed "shes not fucking here why would you care" Grayson yells back "because i fucking care" he yells backs as i hear him coming upstairs as i run to my closet "where the fuck is she" he yells as grayson follows him. "Shes not fucking here now go back to your fucking girlfriend" Grayson yelled as Ethan slammed the door and walked out as i got out of the closet "thanks" i muble as grayson nods and walks out as i get my laptop and begin writing.

You have changed so fucking much, the fucking waitress bitch i swear to god. I miss the one that actually was soft and cared not the one who is a dick to his brother and sister-in-law you literally cant be so fucked up i told you not to let a girl change you. But you let it happen.

As i leave my laptop open i jump on my bed and lay on my bed "fuck you" i whisper falling to sleep