"James! Come here, honey! We brought board games and cards. We can play whatever you want!" Mom chirped from the freshly dusted living room. I let out a heavy sigh, carefully folded the note, and placed it on my dresser. I was about to enter the hallway but reconsidered my placement of the note. I went back to my room and seized it. I rummaged through my dresser and cleared a spot in my underwear drawer. I placed the note at the bottom and concealed it with my boxers.
"Coming!" I called back to her. I stood at the very end of the hallway, took a deep breath in, and on the exhale, I sprinted towards the living room. I was wearing the type of socks that let you glide over finished wood like ice and I slid along the smooth surface of the floor. I came to a perfect stop (a first for me), rested one arm on the warped counter, leaned on it, and said with a cheesy crooked grin, "Hey." I pumped my eyebrows to add even more cheesiness to the act. Mom and Dad laughed and told me to sit down. It was time to play a game. I chose Who Am I.
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It was half an hour into the game and we had laughed so hard that I was hiccupping like a hyena which just made all of us chuckle harder. In the midst of this fit of laughter, I made a sarcastic joke about how Grandpa James was a "real hero" and Dad fell from his iconic toothy grin to a stoic visage. All laughter ceased.
"Dad?" Silence.
I tried again, tentatively beseeching him.
"Dad." He remained still.
It was strange for me to see him like that. He was always the one to grin at you from across a silent room, always the one to accept an award with modesty, always the one to help a transient. A shiver went up and down my spine.
One last time, I tried, "Dad, please." I waited. "Say something."
Those few seconds of enduring silence passed by like days of waiting for a lab result, hoping for the good and all the while, expecting the worse.
"Why?" He whispered. I couldn't hear what he said, so I asked him to repeat himself. "Why?" He said again, with more intonation than before. I heard his voice straining. "Why did you make a joke like that? You know your grandfather, my father, is a hero. He died because of our country. How dare you disgrace your namesake?"
I stayed silent, not knowing how to respond.
There was a silence that seemed to be perpetual. Mom finally spoke up softly, asking me, "James, honey, what did you mean when you said he was a 'real hero'?"
I panicked. I couldn't tell her about the note, they would never forgive him, and his wish would be left unfulfilled. But did I want Grandpa James to be forgiven in the first place? I took a breath and let the dusty air flow through my lungs. I let it out. Calm.
It felt like years before I finally opened my mouth to speak. I have never forgotten the words that floated from my mouth.
"I- I don't know..." I'd done it. I lied straight to my parents' faces. There was more of that heavy silence. It shattered when Dad sent me to my room.
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My Name Is James
General FictionJames Nelson goes on summer vacation with his parents, Hailey and Daniel Nelson, to his grandfather's cabin. Just as he walks into the old place, he finds a mysterious note written by his grandfather and namesake, Grandpa James. This would be all we...